I’ve come to realize that’s the honest truth. I didn’t want to accept it but reality left me with no other options. The closest thing to moving on I’ve done I fallen in love with novelty. Other than that. I love my ex so much and just need someone else like him because we can’t be together ever. I’ve become so avoidant and nonchalant. How do I heal without going back to my ex. Welp
I’ve been single for a while and at some point I spent about two months thinking about going back to an ex that had moved on from me. I gave myself a break and left men alone. I’m always talking to people so I shifted my focus there and there’s a few I genuinely liked along the way. Problem is each time I get too close to any other man and things are genuinely going well. I lose interest immediately. The chase is fun until I’m supposed to be preyed upon. I wind up rejecting the person and moving on. It’s happened thrice now. I talk to the person for a month or two. We get along we go out and stuff and then all of a sudden I don’t want anything to do with the person. I enjoy the distraction but I never want to commit or go all in at the end of the day
Do all men eventually come back? Me and this guy I have been seeing got issues because I caught feelings. I blocked him and he went through his friends and asked why I’d blocked him and asked to unblock him and never do it again. He was honest when I was upfront about the way I felt. He told me he was not looking for a relationship and seeing 3 other people. I got mad at first told him I was blocking him then he asked to talk about it. And then i eventually got over it. We then planned to see each other again then we got issues again. His ego is massive and I know he won’t text me. I know he’s always on his phone so he just views my posts immediately and never texts. We stopped talking yet we’d been texting through the day everyday for almost a year now. I don’t think I’m over him though. He’s the best man I’ve come across in my life. I got to know other people enough to like them but I can’t get myself to get intimate with them. I start thinking about him. Yet I don’t really think about him usually. My friends keep saying all men come back. I personally want him to come back just so we can f*ck and I move on. I’ve been celibate for 3months so I know my p*ssy is in perfect condition. I feel like he deserves it first. I’m not giving that to another nigga. I don’t mind remaining single either. Like I can wait if I know he’s coming back for whatever reason. I just want to give him my p*ssy as a thank you token. Because he genuinely is the best nigga I’ve come across. Doesn’t have to be the one for me. I just really want to give it to him before I can move on