u/TaydenAnimations

🚨***(LONG READ!!! IF YOU DIDNT READ THIS WARNING, I WARNED YOU !!! AND I WANT RESPONSES FROM PEOPLE UNDER THE AGE OF 18 AND NOT FROM SOME GROWN-UP.)*🚨**

Hello, TaydenAnimations here. Oh boy am I scared to confess this, but I really have a mixed feeling of not and a desperate need of sharing this too since I don’t want to lose interest in my crush again, and something even worse is that I am on the Autism Spectrum, (still high-functioning, but has communication problems.) My sister and her mom is also moving away from my father, so im no longer occupied on playing w/ my little sister.

So, yeah you heard it right? I have a crush on a specific person, and yeah no, I am NOT gonna say her name or my High and Middle School Name because there are doxxers out there and I dont want anybody these ages feel extremely uncomfortable.

Which crush should I explain first? Wait lets do the second one (the one I have right now)

On the first day of researching a “Media Stereotypes" in Health class, I worked with C2 (Ill call her that) and we learned more about each other, and when the day ended, I went to bed and couldn’t stop thinking about her.

Like EVER, or even during midnight. Desperate and so lonely, I've looked for her in my mind, and the pang of loneliness gave me a freezing chill in my heart, which my heart accepted by retaining the pain and stress. 

On the Second day of this project (Wednesday since I don't have health on Tuesday,) I looked down in an embarrassing/stressed mood, not looking at her in the eyes in order to prevent blushing or suspicion when she spoke about our project because of how embarrassed my mind acted. I was preparing for the presentation, and at least we actually worked together like glue, for some reason.

I still did NOT expect my mind to develop a crush that quickly. I even tried indirectly flirting with her after our presentation and that didn't work. Another thing I tried was school student emails (kind of but I didn't actually want to shoot the actual emails bc I was frightened that she wouldn't know.) 

I began having some anxious thoughts about what would go wrong.

• If I told my family, they would force me up to her which won't work at all…
• If I confessed in her face, I would get rejected and become a lost cause.
• If I don't act now, next year I won't have her in class at all!
• I had another different crush in the past… if I don't act now, I will lose interest in this one as well.
• If my friends know, they will turn toxic and bullies will be made from the atmosphere of my school…

While the months pass, let me explain my first crush here really quickly (in a nutshell .-.)

So back in middle school (around first grade of middle school,) I grew a crush on a totally different girl (lets call her C1) and literally stalked her every lunch in the cafeteria. However, my friends and eventually her got kind of suspicious because of the patterned way that I was acting around her. One day, this woman asked me if I even had a crush on her and doubting this question, I lied and said “no.”

And as years passed, I am no longer interested in C1 in Middle School.

Now, let's get back to C2.

On the last day of school, I followed her around and even sat on the ground right next to her and she didn't notice because she was talking to another friend who was obsessed with Cookie Run,  and she was a junior/senior in my High School as of writing this story.

However, I was in a slight-panic-embarrassment-anxiety mood to even talk to C2, so I stayed silent, so when school ended I didn't tell her anything at all. Now, it is summer and I am very concerned about losing C2 like how i lost interest in C1.

And as of right now, I am trying to remotely get this somewhere in someone's mind without giving away the secret. Eventually, I tried finding her socials (NO, C2's SOCIALS NOT C1's) I started with Instagram and Snapchat (which both feel so illegal to me) and scrolled even searching for her name. But however, she is nowhere to be found on social media like Instagram or Discord; I even joined the Cookie Run Discord, where C2's friend is in somewhere and she's too hard to find.

And nothing is working right now.

Is there any other suggestions? (And NO, IM NOT MEETING HER IN PERSON BECAUSE I DONT SEE HER ANYWHERE IN MY TOWN, BUT SHE STILL DOES LIVE HERE🥀)

XML Being Converted into Lists for data

This is NeuCloud, a Homemade AI that can generate response (no it doesn't generate responses yet since its in-progress.) (it think that it uses less water as well🌲🌊)

My Github Progress: https://github.com/tayden20/ProjectNeucloud

Neucloud is an Artificial Intelligence that runs mostly on Javascript, Java, and Scratch (yeah i suck with Javascript so i had to ChatGPT that.) Two core things that inspired me to do this is the Zach D. Films Video and Caine from "The Amazing Digital Circus."

I started this project in Late April 2026 :)

>How does it get data?

>So typically, i create two Turbowarp Website-Grabbing tool called a "Web Fetcher."

>A web fetcher is a tool that grabs a specific URL from the internet. Unlike typical user-facing web browsers that render interactive visual components, a web fetcher is a "network pipeline," pulling raw data (such as HTML, JSON, or PDFs) and optimizing it for software applications, AI models, or automated databases.

>However, there are proxies that block these websites. Two proxies that I successfully bypassed are RSS feeds and partially Atom Feeds.

• RUN EVERYTHING WITHOUT SANDBOX TO RUN THE EXTENSIONS

How is this data converted?

>The web fetcher grabs a specific link (https://feeds.bbci.co.uk/news/rss.xml works for sure) and grabs the XML.

>This XML information is converted using another extension called a Parser (if the info is in RSS format.) Then, the information is separated by a vertical bar "|"

• (WHAT IS ALLORIGINS? ITS A TIMEOUT PROXY (408) SO IT WAITS 5 MINUTES. THEN, CLICK THE FLAG TWICE FOR THE THING TO WORK.)

My Version of "Tokenization"

>ChatGPT defined this for me, but Tokenization is when an article, (the vertical bars are very useful in separating into lists.) is first placed into a variable, then it uses a number that goes up (infinitely) to add that letter of the variable into a list while the vertical bar separates it into items.

WHATS WITH THIS DICTIONARY ?!?!?!?!?!?????

Dictionary

As you see, I placed a Dictionary. This is to guess the user's word in a prompt, and it also uses tokenization' to find the match word to get more accurate results :D

Future Updates...

>Here are future updates. first off, I want to stabilize RSS and Atom feeds and obliberate the AllOrigins timeout slop. This will give some speed to the AI Engine. Then, I will begin scanning the articles in the words by seeing how many times it joined with that specific word, shaping synonyms

This will begin machine learning aka finding synonyms and after that, I will use 100% Matched Synonyms to generate the AI's response to the prompt.

https://preview.redd.it/5q1iq4j49e6h1.png?width=817&format=png&auto=webp&s=89173b4620070b0878d8339cfa599e1cc62171e2

ah yes my daily dose of misinformation

XML Being Converted into Lists for data

This is NeuCloud, a Homemade AI that can generate response (no it doesn't generate responses yet since its in-progress.) (it think that it uses less water as well🌲🌊)

My Github Progress: https://github.com/tayden20/ProjectNeucloud

Neucloud is an Artificial Intelligence that runs mostly on Javascript, Java, and Scratch (yeah i suck with Javascript so i had to ChatGPT that.) Two core things that inspired me to do this is the Zach D. Films Video and Caine from "The Amazing Digital Circus."

I started this project in Late April 2026 :)

>How does it get data?

>So typically, i create two Turbowarp Website-Grabbing tool called a "Web Fetcher."

>A web fetcher is a tool that grabs a specific URL from the internet. Unlike typical user-facing web browsers that render interactive visual components, a web fetcher is a "network pipeline," pulling raw data (such as HTML, JSON, or PDFs) and optimizing it for software applications, AI models, or automated databases.

>However, there are proxies that block these websites. Two proxies that I successfully bypassed are RSS feeds and partially Atom Feeds.

• RUN EVERYTHING WITHOUT SANDBOX TO RUN THE EXTENSIONS

How is this data converted?

>The web fetcher grabs a specific link (https://feeds.bbci.co.uk/news/rss.xml works for sure) and grabs the XML.

>This XML information is converted using another extension called a Parser (if the info is in RSS format.) Then, the information is separated by a vertical bar "|"

• (WHAT IS ALLORIGINS? ITS A TIMEOUT PROXY (408) SO IT WAITS 5 MINUTES. THEN, CLICK THE FLAG TWICE FOR THE THING TO WORK.)

My Version of "Tokenization"

>ChatGPT defined this for me, but Tokenization is when an article, (the vertical bars are very useful in separating into lists.) is first placed into a variable, then it uses a number that goes up (infinitely) to add that letter of the variable into a list while the vertical bar separates it into items.

WHATS WITH THIS DICTIONARY ?!?!?!?!?!?????

Dictionary

As you see, I placed a Dictionary. This is to guess the user's word in a prompt, and it also uses tokenization' to find the match word to get more accurate results :D

Future Updates...

>Here are future updates. first off, I want to stabilize RSS and Atom feeds and obliberate the AllOrigins timeout slop. This will give some speed to the AI Engine. Then, I will begin scanning the articles in the words by seeing how many times it joined with that specific word, shaping synonyms

This will begin machine learning aka finding synonyms and after that, I will use 100% Matched Synonyms to generate the AI's response to the prompt.