u/Taylor_Golden89

I hate this life, my jobs sucks, my boyfriend sucks. Can’t wait for it to all be over, and to think I had an out with cancer and chose to fight. Stupid me. That’s all

I 47(F) have been in a relationship with my boyfriend 37(M) for almost 2 years. I was 320 pounds when we met, I started ozempic a few months later. A few months later he wanted to join me so we could loose together, a few months later he started putting a lot of pressure on my weight lost journey by now associating my weight lost with the trauma from his ex. Background she gain about 30 pound and lied about trying to lose it and when they broke up she lost it all and looks great. I have lost 130 but until I reach 150(my original goal weight) he says I don’t love him enough to lose the rest of the weight. We get in to arguments when I eat anything he doesn’t approve of. I haven’t eaten in 2 days because we have been fighting all week and I can’t fight anymore. I don’t know why my bodily autonomy has so much to do with his self worth. Do I need to leave?