i can't take society anymore
i think every day i grow more insane. or antisocial. everyone is so fake, men are so jealous of everyone, women play mind games all the time. everyone is so caught up in their own ego and stupid social rules. i've hit a new record of insanity or just diogenes as i like to call it. i like to smile at people when they look at me funny in the street, or say hi to random people. or say anything, be totally free from shame. but this triggers people. they think it's because you're arrogant, but it's because i just wanna be free, i don't wanna fake anything. let me be, but they won't because we have to keep our head down and be "humble" so we don't stand out too much. i can't stand it. I don't think it's "weird" to talk to a person, to be joyful, to have confidence. man this world is so rotten.
I feel like for "normal" people i'm the most unhinged but i think i'm the only sane. I see the world for what it is, not what it "has" been. There's all these rules of what i should or shouldn't say. fuck all that, if you're too liberated people ostracize you.