u/TechnoVoyager

As I said, its quite simple really when you think about it. The fact that things exist and are experienced is a form of literal magic. Whether you think about it in the sense of something coming from nothing (supposedly impossible), a reality with no beginning, just the sheer fact that things exist at all, and the fact things are experienced at all, it has no possible explanation other than literal magic happening for real. Science has no answer to this and I truly believe that this is the most important thing to think about, the fact your here at all. Its the greatest mystery ever. I feel like nobody really notices they exist properly. Never feel the vertigo of staring at a bottomless brute fact, actual magic occurring.

The amount I get for my schizophrenia from disability pay is roughly $1,500, the cost of rent is anywhere from $1,200 to $2,000+. Make it make sense.

This means I will never live on my own, always living with a roommate, never will have enough for a home of my own, never will have enough to move away from my sweet deal with my roommate for about $650 rent with utilities.

What do they expect of me? To always and forever live with a roommate? To work a job while dealing with schizophrenia?