Am I a Bad Person?
I (23F) have been with my boyfriend (22M) for almost five years and I feel like a terrible person. He has a long list of disabilities that makes it hard for him to keep a job. I have been paying all of our expenses by myself for the past two years. I have no money in my savings because we have to live paycheck to paycheck. He has applied for disability before but it has never been approved. I never take time off or call out of work. I have not been on vacation since I was 17. I love him but I feel like his mother. I know it’s not his fault but this isn’t the life I want to live. I feel like a terrible person for feeling this way. I do not make enough to afford therapy and I just feel lost. If i try to talk to my friends about the situation I am met with pity and sorrow. I don’t know what to do. Please help. Any advice is welcomed. I love him a lot but I don’t know how much more love I have to give.