u/That-Bluebird-9907

This is so weird like 1 year ago, I was still posting on Reddit abt this. My life was going better everyday, and I really thought I was going to recover. And, for a short period of time, thought I didn't fully recovered it was going better. But some event which I can't say for anonymity like destroyed all of it. Though I can't say the event I can say that my family really does bad things continuously (and like it never stopped, it was a ton of time in day) and so at first I wasn't focused on dpdr, rather on protecting myself. Now, I am away from that and I noticed that it just fucked me up. My dpdr is like really bad and so worse than before bc now I didn't have hope I don't even know why I am here writing this like everything is fake.