u/TheBookkShelf

I just rewatched S7 and The Episode Fame and Misfortune felt like it was targeting the fandom, as if asking them not to criticize. is that true?

I'm 16.
I want some advice regarding what I feel currently. I wrote a poem about it since poems speak louder to me.

I felt like a ghost in my own home
Without enough space to roam
my parents treat me like a robot
It makes me feel like I rot

I sit everyday all alone thinking
who can treat me like a king?
It's all fantasy, It's all unreal
My parents hurt me then ask "what's the big deal?"

I always say nothing, keep it to myself
feel my heart swelling, feel like an elf
tiny and small, lame and dull
even when my veins want to crack my skull

Why do my siblings get loved more?
I don't know the answer, It makes my throat sore
If those who made me disown me then who?
who may guide me and help me through?

I want myself to die and disappear
but that thought too brings me endless fear
Why this pain, why this torment?
are they trying to break me to fragments?

I just wanna feel loved and trusted
but that feels like a mission busted
Even my home feels sick, What should I do?
I hate this question, makes me wanna poo

Home is a bad place, can you believe?
For even in here, I'm called a thieve
I feel heartbroken and sad
is this world flawed or am I bad?

I hope this ends soon, the tears and the pain
At this point am I even sane?
A family that makes me question that
are they humans, or just a bunch of bats?

One day when I make a family
with children and a wife happily
I won't let my kids feel the same
for I felt what it's like to burn in the flame