u/TheGanzor

Anyone else doing their CS capstone right now? After the last two years of life and these classes I am just completely burnt out. It's week 3. I didn't do anything during week 2. I don't even know what the assignments were. I did the bare minimum to not get dropped week 1. I just cannot get behind the project - and it's a topic I genuinely love, too. I just have no energy, no motivation. I don't care, literally, AT ALL. I just want this paper so I can start doing web dev and get into the MSCS. That's it. I don't even have the energy to be angry or depressed anymore. Just .. listless. All I did last week was rest, paint and play video games, thinking it would at least dampen the senioritis. It didn't. Can't afford to take a break, because I'm living off of loans, grants and food stamps right now. Add to that the 100°F+ weeks we've had, I can't even do gardening or fishing to get my mind reset. If the project wasn't 700 points (fuck you for that, btw), I would honestly just take my first C and call it good enough. Hell, even a D is technically passing.​ No one is ever going to even see this project aside from maybe the graduate admissions person and my teacher (whose grade responses so far have not given any indication that she even opened my submissions). Sorry for the rant, I'm just overwhelmed, burnt out and, frankly, fed up.