u/TheOneTruecarioZ

I live in the US. I am lucky if I make $500 every 2 weeks. Finding work is an abysmal process that feels like gambling, because I still need to spend money (that I don't have) for transportation, but no guarantee it will pay off. Right now it's just me, living with my gf of nearly 4 years, her brother, and their bum ass dad. The dad does nothing but drink and smoke and ask for money, he has had jobs but either got fired for drinking on the job, or quit because he "didn't like them", and now he just refuses to get one. He has never gotten our brother a state ID, so he can't work, and my gf was never able to find work up to the point where hers ID expired. This dude just eats our food without even asking, uses our things, he just takes and takes. We have no gas, and our electricity is about to be cut, I want to get us the hell out of here but we are trapped with this jerk and we have been denied and denied and denied again everytime we try to reapply for any benefits. I have been trying to get a second job but I'm having just as much luck as I had finding the one I have now. I hate it here and we have no help, and the worst part is that we know people who could help and just choose not to. I'm at my wits end. I don't know what to do. This guy is an abusive manipulative lazy narcissistic wad with a massive victim complex, he always thinks he's owed something, he caused my gfs mental hospital trip- then started his same shit the dayvshe cane home, cops have been involved many times and have done nothing. Technically we should have been out of this house by now, but I don't know how to get us out of this when we have nothing. It's always something, and I just keep telling myself "it will be fine, somethings eventually got to give" but nothing ever does, things just keep piling up and I'm losing my mind because I have no where to go. This post doesn't even singularly constitute as "financial" anymore... I just ended up here from searching for any possibility of help, and I guess I just started venting. I'm sorry if I broke any rules. If I did just remove my post. I doubt it being up would help anything in the long run anyway.

Username is TheOneTruecarioZ :) thanks to all

Username is TheOneTruecarioZ :) thx a ton to all!

So far I have 60/1260

My username is TheOneTruecarioZ if anyone would like to help out :). Greatly appreciated