How do i become less angry
Over the years ive become a bit of an absurdist in a doomer way, i genuinely dont think any of the worlds big problems are gonna be fixed in my lifetime cause everyone talks and nothing happens, i have a decent idea of what i want to do with my life at least in the coming years, and i just plan to enjoy life for what it is in spite kf its indifference, but i cant help but get this angry knee jerk reaction to religion, whenever i see posts of people saying they "see god in everything" or when people lose something and people start consoling them with religion, or basically any mention or dress up of religion as this nice thing i get irrationally annoyed and i think about it for a long time and just get pissed off
Religion IS one of the worlds big problems and im fully aware its never gonna go away in my lifetime and yet i cant help but think everytime "How do they believe this? How? How can they go to such lengths for this shit? Do they not think about it?" Which only serves to depress me
I want to be able to just deal with it, im in a middle eastern country too so it is all around me and i cant fuckin stand it yet i know i cant stay like this, because it is never going away
So how do i stop thinking about it too much, how do i just accept that i see through it and they dont? I just wanna be able to see it and not think about it too much at least