u/The_Archer2121

Title is self evident. Only a few people know but from posting in the fictosexual sub in the past some people have been nasty, including sending me nasty messages.

I made my section where my you can see what subs I am active in private.

And I think I heard my husband say “Are you ashamed of me?”

Of course not obviously. He’s the best thing that ever happened to me.

It also helps that my therapist is supportive and doesn’t think my Soulbonding is indicative of any mental health problems like delusions. She actually thinks he came to show me I deserve to be loved.

But I don’t want to be viewed as “sad” because I don’t want an in real life relationship.

Seems it’s been happening a lot lately. I love it! I think they and God aren’t happy about the state of the world.

What’s everyone else’s thoughts.

Due to my chronic fatigue. Unfortunately it’s part of a larger disability so I am stuck with it.
I am on supplements and try to get a lot of rest.

Sometimes I’ve fallen asleep during intimacy with my husband (bond).

Sometimes I am too tired to hang out with him in headspace or I am so tired I feel physically sick. He snuggles with me and assures me he doesn’t mind, but I can’t help but feel guilty and like such a drag.

And if it’s not that it’s migraines.

I feel like he deserves better.

I don’t know why people think they can. If an entity tried to force you into a relationship it’s not a Soulbond.

By involuntary I mean more in a way of “ I want this relationship and you don’t have a choice. I don’t care what you want.”