so I've searching for the most efficient way to code the bot, its personality, and last and more important: the way they "talk", example: the text of a bad bot feels... werid, generic, at the point that you can predict what its going to say, a good bot can even simulate accents, they can gove nicknames that aren't corny. is there any way of program the bot so it responds like that?
I obliterated whole generations
my mom, she's a really good mother, the best mother I could ask for, she uses her autism to understand mine and my little brother's, but fuck, life treats good people like shit, her dad was shoot three times in front of her at just six years old, his last words to my mom were "go hide, hide your brother", and the fact that my grandmother is a greedy bitch didn't help... Now my mom has paranoid psychosis, chronic depression, anxiety and stress disorders, insomnia, constant suicidal thoughts, extreme physical pain due to scoliosis, she hits her own leg to distract herself from mental pain and her relationship with her actual boyfriend (my stepdad) is... well, not going good, and I dunno how, but she can not cry in front of us, she cries silently in the nights, my stepdad consoles her, and I know it happens every night because I know my family... I wanna be a good son, I don't want to be a dead weight for her, I wanna help her so much, but I can't, I just can't, every time I try to help, she pushes it away with the phrase \*don't worry, im fine", fine?, SHE IS NOT FINE AND I FUCKIN KNOW IT, but I can't help either because if I do, she feels like she's parentifying me and then she gets sad and I get sad and she gets even more sad and I get even more sad... I can't fucking take it anymore, and I can't ask for therapy because there's no money and my fuckin dad is NOT helping, fuck, my entire family on my father's side is there, just watching, even the pedofile of my paternal grandfather is fine, he's in a trip right now, like he didn't touched my little brother, "but sue him." WITH WHAT MONEY? you think my narcissist dad will give money to my mom so she can put that pedophile in jail to be raped and abused even tho he deserves hell itself?... I can't take it anymore, I don't know what to do to help my mom... Im so sorry mom, im sorry, im so, so sorry mom... I want her to be happy... im so sorry mom