u/ThebigGay990

I figured since I’ve been posting here and talking about my love for my crush (my beautiful princess), I should share a bit about myself so you can have a little idea of what I look like!

My name is Phoenix (yes, my real name I was given at birth!) and I’m a freshman in high school, about to be a sophomore since the school year is ending this Friday! I’m an androgynous lesbian who leans towards masc. I’m alternative and love to diy and upcycle my clothes and accessories! I’m 4’9 (embarrassing, I know. I stopped growing in fifth grade), and I have pale skin and freckles with dark grey eyes. My natural hair is ginger, but I dyed it purple!

I’m a huge cat person and I own four of those fur babies. My favorite animals are sharks, owls, hedgehogs, raccoons, and red pandas. My favorite colors are baby blue, violet, orange, neon pink and neon green. I love bass guitar and I played clarinet for my school band. A few of my favorite bands are Flyleaf, Paramore, Slipknot, Evanescence, and Green Day.

My favorite sports are softball, hockey, bowling, and basketball. I’m varsity on my schools girl bowling team! My favorite hockey team is the Chicago Black Hawks!

I’m a big musical theater geek! My favorite musicals are Heathers, Matilda, REPO The Genetic Opera, and Sweeney Todd. Some of my favorite shows are Black Mirror, Arcane, Stranger Things, Wayward, and South Park!

If anyone wants to get to know me more and be friends, feel free to ask anymore questions about me that you’d like to know!

Last night, we stayed up extra late talking about things we were into, and it suddenly got really cute, and we began flirting, I think?! She kept calling me pretty and saying she liked my style (I'm alt and androgynous, leaning towards masc), and she kept saying how she loves talking to me! I kept feeling like I fumbled so bad because I kept saying cheesy lines, but I think she thought it was cute?! Maybe we're actually making progress?! We're calling today, and I'm so excited to hear her voice!

UPDATE: SHE LITERALLY HAS THE CUTEST VOICE IN THE WORLD, IT MAKES ME BLUSH AND WE BOTH KEPT STUTTERING AND GETTING NERVOUS 🥹🥹🥹🥹

I'm a freshman in high school, and I was dating this girl for about eight months, and it was almost our anniversary. However, just two and a half months agk, she dumped me in the middle of the night, and I was a wreck. I had to throw away the anniversary gift I made her in tears.

A week or so after the breakup, I needed some sort of comfort. I couldn't talk to my parents since they didn't even know I was in a relationship, and my friends did their best to comfort me (which I was grateful for), but I still felt lonely. I downloaded an app where you could talk to people and make new friends, and I matched with this one girl.

She's really sweet, loves talking to me, and she lives in the States, so we like to stay up late chatting on Discord because of the timezones. She's nervous and shy and so so cute and beautiful. She makes me smile and giggle, and she compliments me a lot. She even said she likes my style and how I ramble when I'm nervous.

We've become friends and we talk every day! It's too early to say for sure, but she makes me blush and giggle and smile. She makes my stomach feel warm. Maybe I've moved on already? I hope that doesn't make me a bad person if I've moved on already. I just really like this girl. Am I in love, infatuated, or just very happy to have found someone like her?