u/Theedarktemptress

I am sorry if this is not the right sub but today I literally sat down and cried for an hour cos i am tired of taking medications and not getting solutions to my problems. I have had chronic cough for more than one month now. I also have had recurring fever four times in the last one month. Even my neck had a huge lump for which i was prescribed antibiotics and it went down. But the fever keeps coming back. And the cough is simply not decreasing. I am coughing to the point that i am gagging and peeing. My throat feels like thousand nails are scratching from inside and i have not slept at night for days. I am so exhausted nowadays that walking to my washroom makes me tired. I have taken a lot of medications. I showed to two doctors and they gave me antibiotics, nasal spray and foracort spray and cough syrup and montelukast. But nothing is helping and instead it has gotten worse. I have tried honey too but nothing help. Sipping warm water soothes me temporarily but it comes back. Even i am doing saltwater gargle. I have another doctor’s appointment next week but the fact that i am not being able to sleep at all has stressed me so much that i started crying.*

I am sorry if this is not the right sub but today I literally sat down and cried for an hour cos i am tired of taking medications and not getting solutions to my problems. I have had chronic cough for more than one month now. I also have had recurring fever four times in the last one month. Even my neck had a huge lump for which i was prescribed antibiotics and it went down. But the fever keeps coming back. And the cough is simply not decreasing. I am coughing to the point that i am gagging and peeing. My throat feels like thousand nails are scratching from inside and i have not slept at night for days. I am so exhausted nowadays that walking to my washroom makes me tired. I have taken a lot of medications. I showed to two doctors and they gave me antibiotics, nasal spray and foracort spray and cough syrup and montelukast. But nothing is helping and instead it has gotten worse. I have tried honey too but nothing help. Sipping warm water soothes me temporarily but it comes back. Even i am doing saltwater gargle. I have another doctor’s appointment next week but the fact that i am not being able to sleep at all has stressed me so much that i started crying.

Apparently, i opened up my facebook and guess what who pops up in my suggested friend list? It’s the main convict . He is leading a good life now and even have a kid with someone. I always wonder do people like him feel guilty? Also how do women tend to marry these kind of men ? The case was a huge deal back when i was in college. People today might not even know about it.

I had a very strange and terrifying dream last night. In the dream, I was sleeping in a house with my entire family. My parents, my husband, and I were all there together, sleeping peacefully in the same room. Everything initially felt completely normal and safe, almost like we were staying together in a familiar family home.
At some point during the night, I suddenly woke up in the dream. Everyone else was still fast asleep around me. The room was quiet and dimly lit, and there was an eerie feeling in the air that I couldn’t quite explain. I got up from where I was sleeping and slowly walked toward a netted door that separated our room from another room in the house.
As I approached the door and looked through it, I noticed a man and a woman lying down in the other room. It was fairly dark, but I could still make out their faces. Something about them immediately felt wrong.
Both of them had their eyes wide open in an unnatural way. They weren’t blinking at all. They were simply staring ahead with their eyes stretched unnaturally wide, as if they had been awake for hours without moving. Then I noticed that they were smiling.
But it wasn’t a normal smile.
Their mouths were stretched into an unnaturally wide grin, showing all of their teeth. Their lips appeared completely black, which made their smiles look even more disturbing against the darkness of the room. They weren’t saying anything or moving toward me. They were simply lying there, staring at me with those unnaturally wide, toothy smiles.
I remember feeling genuinely terrified when I saw them. Every part of me wanted to run away, but somehow, even though I was scared, I tried to act strong in the dream. I yelled at them that I wasn’t afraid of them. I don’t remember exactly what I said, but I remember trying to convince them and myself that they couldn’t scare me.
Then, without waiting to see what they would do, I turned around and ran back toward my family as fast as I could. I desperately wanted to get back to the room where everyone was sleeping because being near my family felt safe.
What made the dream especially frightening was the contrast between the peacefulness of my sleeping family and those two terrifying figures lying silently in the darkness. Even though I knew I was scared, I remember feeling determined not to let them see my fear. I woke up with the image of their wide, unblinking eyes and unnatural smiles still very clearly in my mind.
I woke up so scared that I literally sat down with my husband for half an hour before i could calm down

The first lump appeared on the back of the neck right where the skin folds and its hard and size of a coin. Initially it was hurting and itchy but now most pain is gone however the size is still the same and then another lump came up today on the right side of my neck in the size of the pea but this lump is not hurting at all. Both can only be felt. There’s no physical sign on the skin outside. What should i do ? What can it be ? Is this normal ? I am thinking of going to doctor by Thursday.

Serious answers only.