u/Themaster-gooner

So my inter g1 classes started less than a month ago and i already have a backlog 2-3 times till now. Currently my position is- 8 backlogs in accounts, 3 missed tests of acc, law and dt. Everyday my backlog is expanding cause procrastinating too much. So coming to the main question, should i jump on the backlogs and clear it no matter what Or Instead of trying to rush just letting the backlogs be and watching lectures like regular (it keeps me from panicking? Or so?)

It's true, this is very serious issue of mine I've been facing since my school time but i ignored it till now. So for preview i scored good marks in my examinations and also cleared foundation in first attempt but but but i realised it was majorly possible because of my god gifted few days prior to exam- effective memory (that's what I call it). So to explain properly, i just started my inter classes(online) and i must* watch 3 lectures a day (1/subject) to cover syllabus on time.. The problem here is i wake up at 9am approx still.. why the f*k i am still completing my daily schedule till 4:am? This is not new to me, it happens everyday. Infact in foundation too i faced this problem but somehow cleared it. And now I am scared because I've heard students fail in inter mostly because of syllabus completion. To tell you my average day shedule, it goes like Wake up at 9am Starts a lecture till 9:30 Don't know why but after so many distractions i complete it by 4pm! Yeah it's completely absurd. I try to clear as much obstacles as possible like not using phone, not eating lunch till i complete first lecture but it's just all my fuker mind. So i somehow start my 2nd lecture till 5:30 or 6:00pm because of even no.s🫠 And until my dinner i complete 1 hour of the 2nd. Dunno how but after delaying and delaying i resume the lecture by 9:30 or 10pm and complete it somehow by 11:30. Now obv I'll either start 3rd lecture from 12 or 1am (fu*king asthetics). And thus completing it finally by compromising my day and night. Idk if it's procrastination or just a lots of chillness but this is a serious problem of mine.😔 Fact- i haven't achieved a single day target in my whole life! Fact2- i take 4-5 hours to complete a simple 2 hour one shot lecture. I hope if someone could help me as I am way behind for my self discovery yet.😭