Urge to eat human meat getting worse and worse ??
I had a dream a few weeks ago where I was served human meat, I don't usually remember my dreams but I remember it being so delicious like I woke up so hungry thinking about it. But I went about my normal day because sometimes my meds cause weird dreams and it was just a dream. But like I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I've started cooking more red meat because I've been craving it more as I been thinking about that dream and like I'm not getting violent urges to hurt anyone or something, I just can't stop thinking about what would be the harm in cutting off some of my thigh and trying it
I was talking to my brother about my new interest in the topic of cannibalism and jokingly said like "if you ever lose your leg or arm can I have it and eat it lol" and he genuinely seemed so concerned once I said that and that was surprising because we make dark jokes a lot but he seemed genuinely put off.
So all that to say how do I combat the craving to lowkey try and eat a part of myself ?? Because the urge is only getting worse