u/Think-Technology1515

have very important questions , that i need to get cleared before coming to IIIT HYD , please answer each and every question whenever you are free ..as its really important for me to be answered , please 

(a) HOW IS DATING CULTURE AT IIIT HYD ?

(b) ARE GIRLS THERE CUTE ENOUGH TO DATE ? (nature wise i am asking , dont get me wrong , are they helpful ?)

(c) AS THERE IS NO CURFEW TO GIRLS AS WELL..CAN WE ROAM AROUND THE CAMPUS WITH HER AT NIGHT ? IN THE SMALL CUTE CAMPUS ? or at night in the city ?

(d) IF WE DATE , IS IT POSSIBLE TO SPEND A SUFFICIENT AMOUNT OF TIME WITH HER.. ? AS CAMPUS IS REALLY SMALLAND THERE IS NO CURFEW AND SUCH RESTRICTIONS ?

(e) CAN I STUDY WITH MY DATE IF I GET ONE ? I LOVE TO STUDY , SO IF I WILL JUST GEWED A GOOD COMPANION IT WILL BE REALL GREAT FOR ME I FEEL

please answer every question whenever you are free.. in detail

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my father have schizophrenia from my very childhood , conditions were worse but right now , he is on medication . my mother is only source of income , i am elder child. Been in the utttermost toxic environment from the starting. Was deprived of many things i wanted. gave a competitive exam to enter good engineering college two times , failed eventually , and taking second drop. My mother and all the family members hate me just coz i ddidnot clear that exam , yet i chose to try agan. I can feel the hatred towards mysellf from all of the family members. They taunt me , make joke of me . I feel alone , i use to feel suicidal from past 6 years itself , i am 19 now , yet holding it that someday it will change but its getting worse . I hate why i was born , it was not my choice yet i am existing , i wish something just happens and it removes my existence . i death seems easier for me than living . I was just a cheerful kid who wanted to be happy and travel different places but it did not happen.

my father have schizophrenia from my very childhood , conditions were worse but right now , he is on medication . my mother is only source of income , i am elder child. Been in the utttermost toxic environment from the starting. Was deprived of many things i wanted. gave a competitive exam to enter good engineering college two times , failed eventually , and taking second drop. My mother and all the family members hate me just coz i ddidnot clear that exam , yet i chose to try agan. I can feel the hatred towards mysellf from all of the family members. They taunt me , make joke of me . I feel alone , i use to feel suicidal from past 6 years itself , i am 19 now , yet holding it that someday it will change but its getting worse . I hate why i was born , it was not my choice yet i am existing , i wish something just happens and it removes my existence . i death seems easier for me than living . I was just a cheerful kid who wanted to be happy and travel different places but it did not happen.

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i am a dropper and whatever i wrote it in title is reak.. i am really sorry for posting this here but please guide me