u/ThoughtFinancial2902

Hey everyone, I’m trying to decide between Melanotan 1 and Melanotan 2.

My main goal is actually to get darker/black-looking eyebrows and eyelashes, although I’d obviously also like the tanning effect and a slightly darker/warmer skin tone.

I don’t really care that much if the hair on my head gets darker.

I’ve seen quite a few people report that MT2 made their eyebrows and facial hair noticeably darker, but

I haven’t been able to find nearly as many experiences with MT1.

The main reason I’m hesitant about MT2 is the potential for existing moles/freckles to darken or new spots to become noticeable. I currently basically don’t have freckles or noticeable moles, and

I really don’t want to end up developing a bunch of dark spots.

Has anyone here used Melanotan 1 specifically and noticed a significant change in eyebrow or eyelash pigmentation?
If you’ve tried both MT1 and MT2, I’d especially like to know:

Which one darkened your eyebrows/eyelashes more?

How long did it take before you noticed a difference?

Did MT1 still give you noticeable hair pigmentation?

Did either one cause freckles/moles or random dark spots to appear?

Any personal experiences or advice would be appreciated.

I’m mainly trying to figure out whether MT1 can give me the eyebrow/eyelash effect without as much of the pigmentation-related downside I’m worried about with MT2.

I’m type 1 skin btw, thank you very much for your comments.

Im 19 (male), and I’ll probably start dating a girl who is 23. Realistically, I know she probably won’t be a virgin and will have some kind of sexual past.
The problem is that just imagining her telling me she has been with someone before makes me feel sick. I start picturing her with another guy, comparing myself to him, and feeling like she isn’t completely “mine.” I know that way of thinking isn’t healthy or fair to her, but the feeling is extremely intense and I don’t know how to control it.
I already struggle badly with low self-esteem. I don’t really love myself, I have almost no confidence, and I have a lot of unresolved issues from things that happened when I was younger. It isn’t necessarily because I think I’m ugly. I just grew up with experiences that seriously damaged the way I see myself.
I feel like her past would constantly make me think that the other guy was better than me, that I’m being compared to him, or that what we have isn’t fully special because she has already experienced it with someone else.
This feeling is consuming me every day, even before I’m actually in the relationship. I keep obsessing over it and I genuinely don’t know how to make it stop.
Has anyone here dealt with this level of retroactive jealousy, insecurity, or obsessive thinking? How did you work through it? Is this something therapy actually helped with? I don’t want to punish or control someone because of my own issues. I just want to stop feeling like this.