brake up?,I'm 22M dating my gf 21F for 1 year now, but i just realized that her doesn't want to get married in the future. I'm in dilemma right now, i think that i should stop this now.
First i want to sorry for my broken English, not gonna lie but english is my 4th language.
Im 22M currently working and studying abroad in Germany, I met her through a friend of mine who is also doing studying abroad in Germany, i fell in love with her at first sight, i mean she funny, beautiful, and very smart.
Sometimes i wonder, do I deserve to be dating her?
But honestly I'm kinda guy who date for married, and yeah I know thats the opposite what her thinking.
What makes me in a dilemma is, she once told me that she once wanted to attempt s**cide because she was bull*ed by her roommate, after knowing that I felt guilty if | left her, I was also worried about her if I wasn't there.
But if | continue this relationship I'm not sure if I can last any longer, lalso know that this is not good for my mental health, 1 mean I feel in love again every time I see her, and it makes it harder for me to leave her.
I used to think that I could change her way of thinking, but l couldn't even overcome my bad habits.
I know it's selfish, but I don't know what I should do.