u/ThrowawaySea-Meaning

I requested prayers for something like this before, and I am sorry. I'm just in a dark place. Lost three front teeth, might be a fourth due to decay plus many molars and top teeth. And having such a horrible, abusive parent. And I have ADHD. And stuff like this, plus other personal things. Makes me dehumanize myself and constantly feel unnormal compared to others.

Thank you all, i just can't handle anymore things. I'm such a failure of a young adult

If this is dumb to ask, then I apologize

I feel abandoned. I don't expect nor care about perfection, but with how much this probably goes on, it feels like there's no good in this world.

So far behind in life and in my early 20s. No ID or anything yet. And Im a no skilled NEET with very narrow interests and extremely bad teeth who has a worthless, pathetic and useless mother im ashamed of. And I'm ashamed of this family and i been feeling so inferior. Despite the fact things are changing soon. The fact I can't change the past just stings me a lot.

On top of this, executive dysfunction has bene sabotaging me a bit from reading the bible, and i been feeling like a fradulent christian. Especially over how I am.

So far behind in life and in my early 20s. No ID or anything yet. And Im a no skilled NEET with very narrow interests and extremely bad teeth who has a worthless, pathetic and useless mother im ashamed of. And I'm ashamed of this family and i been feeling so inferior. Despite the fact things are changing soon. The fact I can't change the past just stings me a lot.

On top of this, executive dysfunction has bene sabotaging me a bit from reading the bible, and i been feeling like a fradulent christian. Especially over how I am.

I fucking despise this site, and the theory that old accounts get much less exposure may be true. If that is true, then I couldn't care less about the fuckers who programmed it that way suffering from any disease