My workplace drags me down every week.
Hey!
I've been at my job for almost 2 years now, after being fired from my previous one.
My previous job was the same workfield and they've hyperfixated me, resulted in getting insulted, threatened and eventually fired. A colleague recommended me to apply at my current job ASAP where I was taken in.
After, my mental health was messed up, and I was on sick leave for the last days as at these I only got " silent treatment ". I didn't want to deal with that company anymore.
The first day at my now job, the boss from my previous company was there, oddly. Honestly no clue why. He knew this would be my new place. He then was slandering me to my new boss, putting a bad image onto me I can't get out of.
Just today, a day where I was particularly proud of myself finishing up all work, I was told many things that pulled me down from that mindset. Just as I said " I feel like I'm getting better at what I do " he returned me a " you're actually getting worse. "
Every time my boss tells my colleagues " take care of him that he doesn't mess up ", it feels like I'm incapable. Which I am truly not..
This has been an ongoing pattern and it has caused me sleeplessness.
Surely there's been some good days, but the recent happenings really outweigh these.
I'm trying to pull myself to write a CV and get myself out of this environment and field I used to like working in.
Did anyone have similar experiences?