Health OCD sucks
Damn I really hate constantly obsessing over physical sensations in my body and always being convinced that I have some chronic illness that’s gonna permanently throw off my life. It’s so exhausting. Right now I’ve been testing positive for the flu for a month and my current OCD hypotheses about this are that I must have HIV (I literally don’t have unprotected sex or use IV drugs) or ME/CFS (I’m not even fatigued). I love how I can see how outrageous my obsessions are but still be paralyzed with fear from them.