u/Tiburonsin1

I hope the suicide ideation thing is well done is the first time I do one of those.

I want to die. Right now. I feel like there is no "wanting to be alive but is hard" anymore, I just want to end. I want to rest. I'm tired. I can't think beyond me right now. Everything feels so stupid and tiny and useless, even the 9 months I've been medically transitioning.

I just don't want it to hurt anymore.