u/Tiny-Piano1461

I really just don’t know what to do , I really don’t want to be here anymore and have felt like this strongly for months, I can’t even be around people because I am so miserable I just end up ruining every relationship I have, I have no friends I now have no job , I already struggled so much with my moods and then I got cancer and now I’m regretting even doing the chemo because I don’t want to live I don’t want to do anything for my life , I’m cancelling every appointment I just don’t know how you are suppose to continue when you actually don’t want to have your life anymore , and I’ve been going to therapy for over 5 years and seeing a physcatrkst for the last 6 months and I’m just getting worse I’m at the point now I don’t want to do anything I don’t care about anything in my life, there is nothing to look forward to I have no excitement and I actually feel 0 happiness all I feel is miserable and think of k lling myself every day , I’m so lonely no one understands it , I just want to d iiii eeeeee I actually can’t do this anymore , and I know there’s a chance it can all get better but I don’t want that I don’t see a point in trying to fix myself when I don’t even want to wake up every day

So I’ve just gone through 4 months of treatment 2 rounds BEACOPDACC and 2 rounds ABVD for nodular sclerosis and showed a full metabolic response and no more cancer, and I’ve gone back to work a month after my last treatment (went from being able to stand on my feet the whole day to barley being able to stand up in the shower without feeling so weak) I was a full time worker before and my boss has agreed to put me on reduced hours which are 3 hours a day Monday to Friday doesn’t help that my boss doesn’t like to stick to a roster and will try get me working more hours or Saturdays after I’ve said I need to recover , but after 2 days of doing it I am exhausted my body is so tired my feet are so sore and feeling mentally and physically drained, what is recommended I mean how do you get back to life if your not feeling better, feels the same as when I had the cancer before chemo with night sweats and constant itching ,

Hi so I’m new to jewerelly and love making it and my plan is to eventually sell it one day, but I’ve gone from jewerelly craft wire to tarnish resistant wire to brass & copper to stainless steel and I am so confused on what is the best one to use I already feel like I’ve wasted so much time and money on pieces that are going to turn peoples ears green I want to make gold , copper and silver jewerelley so someone please give me some advice 😁

How do you know when you’re at the end of treatment? Before chemo I was told 2 rounds BEACOPDAC and 2 rounds ABVD and I’ve just gone for my last appointment “supposedly “ no one tells you, and I have a pet scan a week from now and then appointment with specialist 4 days after but what are my chances that it’s all done? Are they going to offer radiation or other treatments?

So I have Hodgkin lymphoma and have done 2 rounds of BEACOP DAC and I pretty much lost all my hair except for my eyelashes and eyebrows they just thinned out and it didn’t grow for over a month fast forward now I’ve had 3 chemo appointments so one more appointment and that’s 2 rounds of ABVD and my hair is growing back weird and fluffy not fully growing I have one more chemo appointment. I want my hair to grow back as fast as possible do I shave it again? It’s pretty much baby hair all white and fluffy all will it eventually grow full and is it getting a head start

Posted a couple times on here when I was going through BEACOPDACC I’ve now had 2 rounds of that and have one more chemo appointment left making it all been and gone within 4 months i have my pet scan a week after so results could show different but it feels to good to be true? I just feel like it it’s to soon to be over i dont know it’s a weird feeling ??