Im mentally exhausted!
I’m on the breaking point. I’ve never felt quite so close to just giving up. I don’t even know what to say. I feel like a lot of people dismissed me because of my past and how I look and who I am, but if I had to be real myself and everyone else, this is the clearest my mind‘s been for a while, and the most I have thought about a topic before I acted. Sometimes I have a hard time advocating for myself, but this time I refuse to not advocate for myself. I was just diagnosed with a neurological virus. The diagnosis was delayed because of negligence. And now I’m sitting here realizing the repercussions and how this will affect my future and how it’s affecting me now. And out of all the days for me to have a breakdown it would be a fucking long holiday weekend.