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I love s 1! Watching the deed right now for the hundredth time! As the seasons go on they go down in my ranking. But wish to visit the museum out east some day . Favorite season and why? Also which characters? I LOVE Olivia and John is awesome as well as grandpa

I feel crazy. I made it to 10 months and hardly used any of my freezer stash and when I use some I feel like its the last packet. Im down to 3 ppd cuz my mental health needs it but going from over supply to not enough is hard. Hes eating more but i still worry about my baby. I have 3 months worth stash and hes drinking 25 a day. At this rate he will get one frozen spread in a few bottles topped with fresh. Pumping is a love hate and made post partum so stressful for me. I wish I could go back to day 1 and formula feed and actually enjoy his young days as i didnt . I just tried to survive and pumped obsessively. The guilt and shame that I didnt get mental health help and was sleep deprived and short with my son as a new born haunts me. My husband has been a trooper and im sure hes sick of me talking about pumping everyday. Hes sleeping through the night for months and i still wake up at 1 am and 3 or 4am to pee and ive been trained to pump those times for so many months but youd think by now i could sleep through the night. I still obsessively guzzle water to "help my supply" and actually had low sodium on a test a few months back so i slowed it down. I am so proud of myself for making it this long as im a slacker on alot of things and i am a great, happier mom now. I know im not his only food source and he's learning and walking and so much fun. Im trying hard to feed him alot , but dang the constant messes suck. Not sure why im writing this but can someone tell me it will be ok?! First time mom at 41. Went half my life not understanding the dedication, stamina and bravery woman have to grow, birth and raise another soul on this beautiful earth. If today is hard, I see you and know you are doing great momma🥲😪😍

I (41f)have an appointment coming up. Its been decades since ive got checked and I have a Ton of new moles. Ive had a few in my 20s with a deep one taken on my butt, they came back normal. Im so worried there gonna want to take 10 or 20 weird ones. Im scared n nervous but im taking care of my health now for my family n son. He deserves a sober(which i am 3 months) healthy strong mother. Im scared tho cuz im still pumping until October and my appointment is in September. Since birth ive had new moles around my breasts. Should I refuse biopsy on breasts until im done breastfeeding? Flair is wrong, im not diagnosed yet but really would like feedback!

I keep failing my fasts when he naps in the afternoon. Ill meal prep for healthy snacks and i always end up eating a hard boiled egg or snacking on watermelon. Im still pumping 30 ounces a day and give myself excuses to eat. I just want to lose this last 10 lbs and I know fasting is the way. Im 5 4 and at my pre pregnancy weight of 130 but damn I look fat compared to pre baby. I do lift weights and cardio. I dont want to accept this as my new normal at 41

I have clenched and grinded my whole life. At 40 I wear upper and lower guards that are silicone but I have no lower molars and the stress of clenching with the guards at night is making my front teeth mobile. I wear my invisalign night guard for tops at night but im breaking through them. So I wear the silicone nightly which are bulky but it makes my front 2 teeth shift slightly nightly. I feel so hopeless. I can't even sleep without hurting myself. Im so depressed about losing my teeth. I quit caffeine, tried chiro, acupuncture nothing has helped as ive been doing this for 30 years. Wish I could wear a splint that rested on the roof of my mouth n took the pressure off my bottom 8 clenching my top teeth. I have dentist appointment with new dentist next week but its a state dentist and I doubt they can do much. I massage muscles daily for tmj but im just so bummed. My top teeth were holding strong until lately I noticed they shift nightly so obviously they are loose. Trying to stay positive, but im constantly worrying about my teeth. My bottoms are gum lined filled and I pray the fillings hold. They hold up for 4 to 6 months then pop off from me using them to eat as i have no molars . I think dentures will be hard but im used to eating soft foods. Hoping I could get an implant or a flipper for my front but with a young baby childcare is hard to find. Sorry to rant just worried.

Im on day 4 today! Woohoo. Ive had years of sobriety before but fell off last year. Ive been watching Nate from sauce aint the boss you tube. He makes a video a day for 365 days and his transformation is inspiring. He hasn't posted in years but just posted a picture and hes still healthy and sober I assume. Just throwing it out there as I like to watch sober content when im starting off. Day 1 I was 5 '4 f 132lbs. Goal weight 115, plus tone up. Hope to post inspiring before after videos once I get deeper into my journey. Good luck all and let's enjoy this sober summer , they go Fast!

We tried adding 2 ounces of formula (kedamil and enfamil yellow bottle ) with 4 ounces breastmilk around 5 months when I was at my wits end with pumping and he spit up alot which he never did ever before. Both upset him so after 2 weeks of trying both we gave up. My supply got back up n I started using frozen when needed. Hes now 6.5 mo n trying purees etc. Think as he got older hed tolerate the transition better? I also have purple can enfamil from wic. Sooner than later I want to stop pumping 6 times a day. Its summer and I want to enjoy it. Ive had a few days of 5 pumps when he sleeps longer and sometimes I get same or less. He still gets up to eat at 2am. Can't wait till he sleeps through night🥲scared to pump less, its crazy how pumping is my literal life now. I heard 5 to 4 pumps effects supply. He drinks 35 to 40 i make 34 to 40. Frozen he needs to drink more as its from November