Anyone addicted to pre planning goal but dread executing the main goal
Any one here get a boost planning, researching, journaling, making checklists and most of all checking off those lists but ironically cannot execute some if not most for what ever perfectionist reason or task paralysis to the goal. My mind loves to think I'm being very productive by doing planning, whatever writing or research I do to maximize everything before doing something but I'm actually avoiding the main goal because it isn't up to my standard condition. It sometimes becomes so debilitating that I dread doing things. It so frustrating. I just want to enjoy life and learn to relax but even relaxing becomes a checklist and only feel relief when checklist for relaxing is complete. Never ending cycle