22 and i feel like i am not reacting appropriately
Hey all,
So I’ve recently gotten together with a girl I’ve known on and off for 6 years and we had a 4 year gap inbetween because I was blocked from all her socials (she had an abusive and manipulative Ex and 16 yr old me did not know what was going on)
We recently just got back in touch as of like.. 2 Months ago and I swear it’s like we never stopped talking, she really is the one for me and I can’t wait to put a ring on her.
When we met two weeks ago, I’ll spare the details, we had unprotected sex and it’s pretty much 99% certain I’m going to be a father.
At first I was nervous when it happened, then excited, then scared like I didn’t know what to think, but now I feel like I’m trying to play it “too cool” mainly so I can just be there for my lady, but also so she doesn’t see me freaking out as much as I am on the inside.
We want the baby. Abortion was something that came up once and never again. I’m just scared absolutely shitless I have to admit.
Any advise would be so greatly appreciated on how you all handled it your first times.
Thank you all