Please answer (sorryyy)
I'm really sorry, I know this is a bit embarrassing and might throw you off.
So i'm 21F, i masturbate using cucumber (m sorry)(also no condom) so usually i wash it and use then re wash and use it until it shrinks like you know rots(not whilst rotting) and i wash it off right away IF my family is not present else i keep it wrapped up until next use where i wash it off before using it. So recently i was on my periods and i felt like doing it(1st day) (m sorry again) so i washed it(new one) and did it anyway, i could not wash it immediately since my family was there(i did in secret T.T) so then again on my 3rd day i wasn't bleeding much , so again i felt, so i washed the SAME cucmber which had blood, i tried my best to remove off any blood and bloody smell with soap , then after i was done using it, i realized how bad it could be, like infection stuff, m kinda scared and now i regret it , so i need help