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Not sure where my life is heading. [astro-seek]
Hey everyone, I’m about to be 28 and absolutely nowhere near where I want to be in life. I’ve suffered from severe mental illness since I was a child, have always been the black sheep of the family, and I isolate myself most of the time from everyone. I’ve always had the hardest time making friends, I enjoy doing things alone, but get very lonely. I’ve only had two relationships and they were both Tauruses and neither were very great or loving. I have trouble connecting with people romantically although I am a hopeless romantic and always wanted to have a great love (although I don’t believe I’m destined for it this life.) I’m a very creative and imaginative person, and although I have kind of a distaste for most humans and don’t enjoy socializing, I’m very good at it, and also love to play music and perform on stage. That’s pretty much where it ends. I have a lot of trouble connecting to the material world and most people. I have only 3% of earth in my chart, my Saturn being in Taurus, and have been living along my Saturn line my entire life. Things have been very difficult. I have so much inside of me and so many loose floating ideas that I have so much trouble communicating/ manifesting/ literally connecting to the earthly realm at all. And with my Saturn return approaching, I really need something to give. Does anyone have any insight for me based on my chart, what could be ahead? Also any other things you see, personality traits, past, romance, career, that would be great! Thank you so much ☺️ 🫶🏻