u/TraditionalEbb7496

Win and message you. Not gonna tell you that I looked you up and think your handsome. Not going to tell you your exactly my type. Not gonna tell you that I’m single. Not gonna ask you questions…

I hate, absolutely hate that I looked through your profile- saw a screenshot that had your name on it t then found your socials.. ugh that’s hella creepy. After all we mingle in the same Facebook groups. And there I saw the photos you posted same ones you sent me here in Reddit when we were talking. Uuuggghhhh

Here I am having a weried internet crush. And we’re in the same profession! You are a person and I met on the internet and that’s all it’ll ever be.

Can you get here a little quicker?

Tonight was hard, but I did it. I did it for me, I did it for us. He is not worth loosing you. I know you’re out there and that we’ll find each other soon. People have told me they felt it.

What are the odds he would message tonight. After 4 years of no contact and one girlfriend later, he hits me up…. Man had this been 5 years ago, I would’ve jumped at the opportunity. To call, to text and to hang out tomorrow. But why resurrect what I buried back then? Why grieve all over again? Because I know if I jumped at the chance- I would’ve tried to revive something that won’t grow, won’t stay alive and thrive, ya know? Instead it would’ve left me in a state of emotional limbo. Been there done that. But uugghh he looks so good, he looks older, his hair is the right length, the length I wanted it back then but that he would never cut it too.

I keep telling myself that you’ll be just as excited maybe even more to talk to me, than he was. That when I meet you, you’ll look at me like he did. You’ll open doors and call when you say you will like he did. We’ll laugh together too. I know you’ll be worth it. Anyways, I know your out there but can you find me sooner though? That’d be great.

With love, your future wife