First time in blr- feeling lost
I recently came to Bangalore for my intern.
I feel so alone, so tiny in this huge city, i have no one to talk to, feeling lonely, lost, depressed and soo overwhelmed
Everything around me- the tech park with its huge offices and the people inside it looks so overwhelming and i feel so worthless
I barely interacted with the people in my team they were so experienced and senior and they were too busy with themselves and i felt out of place. Maybe i was a bit unlucky that i got the wrong team cus i heard that other teams are so chill and helpful and fun.
Also idk why i felt that the people around me in the corporate are not so welcoming and cold. Ik i cant be treated like a kid but i feel no one even knows that i exist
I once dreamed of this and worked for it, but now when i am here i am just overwhelmed in a depressing way and most importantly i am just alone
Please don't you say atleast got a intern, ik i am grateful for this but i just wanted to vent how i have been feeling inside.
Any advice from seniors or alumnis would really help.