Agr koi free h to meri dukh bhari dastaan sun lo 😭
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I'm sharing something personal but I don't have anyone to talk to and I just genuinely need advice 😭 to m aur kya kru meri dost ko mene 100 baar btaya h vo abh bolri h bs kr , I like a guy and he turns out to be my cousin's cousin. Let me tell you I'm not muslim and technically he's my cousin ig ( not related by blood extended family cousin) .
he talks so nicely, such a gentleman and I know him since I was 10 and he's 4 years older than me idk but what if he treats me like that way because he thinks I'm his sis , he does call me with a nickname he created for me back then when we were both kids 😭 never crossed any limits never had a romantic type of interaction just a normal Convo about daily life, career , he guides me everytime . Nowadays he's not in india so I'm not that distracted by his presence.
I just don't want to ruin my image like what if he tells my cousin if I confess my feelings , dil bc manta hi ni h move on ni bol skte pr mujhe uske ilawa koi psnd ni ata , esa ni h mere pas options ni h pr mujhe vohi chahiye joki impossible h 🙂 usko to pta bhi ni h ki m y sbh sochti hu vese to m studies p hi focused hu pr kbhi kbhi kuch hojata h mere dimag ko aur family issues bhi ho skte h like dono familes m khi kuch gdbd na hojay
Vo bolte h na mohabbat hmesha usi se hoti h jisko apke vajud ki ehmiyat ni hoti 🤡 shyari bhi krne lgi hu 💔 i do pray for him ki uski life m jo bhi ho acha hi ho , may he gets the best partner (ajkl to ladkiya apni fiancee ko maar rhi h😭 vo Dil ka saaf h ik kyuki mene bchpn se use hi idolise kra h vo sbh chiz m acha h social life , academics, etiquettes sbh kuch Bhai mene esa bnda ni dekha 😭) shyd 2-3 saal m uski shadi bhi hojay 🙂 joki m attend ni krne wali
To abh m kya kru ki chize awkward bhi na ho m distance maintain krlu kyuki mujhe ni lgta koi chance h aur koi contact hona chahiye hm dono m phele ki baat hor thi abh m bdi hogyi hu and i think vo bhi smjh jyga