u/Trick_shot_1210

I made a serious bad mistake and also got my karma or the consequences as well quite quickly,
Though the situation could escalate even further but thanks to Krishna grace o was saved. But I’ve learnt a huge lesson out of this.
Long story short this mistake also could potentially ruin my dreams, it’s not against anyone or harm to someone but I hope Krishna stays with me, or he will continue to stay with me even with those mistakes that they definitely learn the consequences of it and not enough to just ruin everything

I was having dpdr (hypoarousal type) i took ssri
Abruptly stopped them from 5 mg in Feb March
Again started in April same ssri
But I don't know what is happening to me
I don't actively feel something wrong
But I am cut from whole world
I don't remember anything and I don't realise it .
There is always something fuzzy in my head
Alcohol and without alcohol is same
Me myself don't know what u want
I don't think at all
Indont think
It's impossible to play chess
Because I can't plan I can't think
I don't feel need to anything
Meet frnd
To study
To maintain my status
I don't attention anything
Indont know what's actually happening
I don't feel jealous,happy ,sad
Interactive,isolated ,judged nothing
I don't realise even if it happens
My brain is shut down
I completely forgot what normal looks like
What was the feeling a year ago
Like I put my phone on charger I will be badly searching for it a min after
I say to my parents at afternoon that I wake up at 10
And on the same day in evening something else
I couldn't even remember and realise what lie i spoken yesterday

Do these third party Amazon nibs always damage the Apple Pencil
Has someone have good experience with them ????

Hello guys,
I’ve passed step 1 recently well it’s been months and I thought to start research or at least learning it.
But i just keep getting lost and the way everybody has sooo many papers and so Many ideas and success o feel like I’ve wasted all my time and feel lazy
I tried learning meta analysis and systematic review but they feel so complex I just feel so dumb.
The worst part is if I try to come up with a topic there you go 100 good papers already there
Idk maybe I’m just really dumb but how do u guys come up with topics
People around me have already learnt and doing so much and here I am.

Is it necessary to give step 2 ck in internship or we can give it in 4th year along with 4th year subjects or like early internship
Because internships are hectic as compared to 3/4th year
But obviously to score good at the Same time
Like if internship teaches u clinical management or something that helps better with the score keeping in mind that