When Does it Click?
Everyone keeps telling me that that it'll make sense eventually and I'll just get better at the game over time, but after 130 matches I don't feel any better than I was at the start. I'm still bottom of every match, I still can't win or do anything meaningful in a team fight, I can't keep up souls count wise, no matter how far back I try to play I die all the time, and i can't seem to find any meaningful progress or idea that this game is "clicking." I only win or do a good job when the match balance puts me with 5 really good people who can carry me the whole way. My friends who have played half as much as me are already advancing into seeker and arcanist, while I'm still stuck in initiate 3. People say rank doesn't mean anything, but clearly they're figured something out I haven't. I really, really want to get better at this game, but I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong, and it's not 'clicking'. I just end up feeding and feeling awful for dragging my friends down.
should I just give up? I don't know how to get any better, but I'm tired of being dead weight in every game.