Sad 🥺. Could use some kind and gentle words if anyone can spare them.
Basically title. My cg has hurt me a lot over the past week and I’m really struggling with the lack of care and repair. I’m feeling very alone and abandoned and mishandled. I’ve been trying to tough it out but I just can’t anymore. Because today was really hard. I had a scary and exhausting intake appointment for therapy which I’ve been on a waiting list for, for 2.5 years. I was really hoping he would show up for me today. Tbf, he did for about half the day. He’s been stonewalling me for hours now though after I asked if he could repair a rupture that happened.
Sorry I don’t mean to vent. I’m just really upset and feel very alone. If anyone could spare some kind words, some gentleness, I would really appreciate it. A virtual hug maybe. Idk. I’m sorry for being a debbie downer. Thank you, genuinely, if you read this far. I hope whoever reads this is having a wonderful day 🫶