u/Tugboatrain

I'm confused

I'm confused

This guy commented on my first post on here saying he could "show me how to be Catholic" so I messaged him out of curiosity and to see if maybe he actually had good advice and he said this?

u/Tugboatrain — 7 days ago

I don't know what I'm doing wrong

If anyone saw my last post some of you know that I'm limited on how open I can be about practicing Catholicism but I do everything I can from opting to reading the Bible online, watching and/or listening to mass online, prayers, stuff like that, owning anything physical or attending Church is out of the question till I move out, all that being said I've been told multiple times that I'm "larping" the Bible by one of my ex Catholic friends and now recently my best friend of 3 years who isn't Catholic but still thinks that I'm some sort of "faker" or something, I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I'm constantly riddled with guilt that keeps me up at night because I can't show my love for the lord in the same ways others can and getting told these things doesn't help, am I doing something wrong?

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u/Tugboatrain — 8 days ago

Gonna see Toy Story 5!

I'm so excited!! And I gotz all my toyz :3 (ignore my lil frown I don't like my smile)

u/Tugboatrain — 4 months ago

Late night Thomas watching :P

I'm really upset rn, on the verge of tears nothing like my favorite trains to help me :((

u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago

Selfie of me and Percy hehe :3

I love my Percy pillow pet I don't know what I'd do without him >w<

u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago

Shopping pics from yesterday and today + a haul! :3

Ahh I found so much Thomas stuff I'm so so grateful and so so happy!! >w<

u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago

Going out today :3

Gonna go shopping! hoping I'll find some Thomas stuff, I got some stuff yesterday that I'll post here soon! :3

u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago

Vacation time!! &gt;w&lt;

Gonna get to go swimming and shopping all week! Unfortunately that means not sleeping in my Thomas bed for a couple nights tho :< I'm gonna miss him but I made sure to tell him bye and give him kissy's >w<

u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago

Do any fellow trans littles use regression to cope?

I'm ftm and I've been using my regression to live the boyhood I never got, I did grow up in an environment where I was fully allowed to like both "boy stuff" and "girl stuff" when I was little, having a huge barbie collection whilst also having lots of hot wheels and the Thomas trains, but it doesn't hit the same. Recently I've been trying to get in touch with the boy hood i never got, I'm lucky enough to fit into clothes from the boys section so I've been getting clothes with Lighting McQueen, Thomas, Minecraft etc on them same with shoes, I sleep in a Thomas bed, play with my trains etc etc and honestly its the best gender euphoria ever, I never had gender euphoria when I would try and "dress like a man" because I guess I'm not ready to be a man because I never got to me a boy first...

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u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago

HAIII also if you think you've seen me before YOU PROBABLY HAVE! ^w^

Haii everyone! Here's sum lil intro thingys so you can get to know me! ᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟ if you think you've seen me before you probably have! I have another account that I run from my tablet but unfortunately my tablet is broken so this is my new acc on my phone! :D anywaysss I get nervous in these spaces so please be kind and patient with me, and I know my fav shows and aesthetics aren't exactly like everyone else's on here (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ) but I hope you'll find my posts nice none the less! (≡\^∇\^≡)

u/Tugboatrain — 5 months ago