u/Turbulent_Piano_2534

Yesterday, I was scrolling on Twitter, and saw a post from my boyfriend, talking about how he had the urge to "go back to his old self". I won't say specifically what he did, but lets just say, for a while, he wasn't in the right place mentally, and we would argue constantly.

After a while he realized the way he was treating me, wasn't right, and got therapy. So when I saw that post, I got upset and worried. I commented on his post, saying "please don't" then I messaged him. I asked him if he was really considering it, and he said "kind of".

Now this is where I might have fucked up. I said "I really wish you wouldn't, I love the new, healthier you". Which prompted him to just say..."oh-". When he said this, I apologized if it sounded room, and he said, "no no, no".

I'm not sure what to do..

Yesterday I made a post about how my boyfriend left me on read when I asked him a question. Well looking back, I realized I haven't heard from him in 3-4 days.. and I'm starting to get extremely worried. He's online, and making posts, but he just isn't responding. I don't want to assume the worst but now I'm not so sure. I love this boy and I want to be with him..but I'm scared... please give me advice

So to start this off, I want to say that I am a very insecure person, I overthink, get anxious easily, ect. My boyfriend is a very strong person. So I asked him if he thought I was overdramatic and that my insecurities were dumb. And he left me on read..