No matter what we manifest, it all comes down to self. Having manifested an SP, it taught me more about myself than anything else. SP is a touchy subject in this community. That's why you can't talk about it in the main NG sub lol.

It triggers, causing emotional outbursts, whether it be excitement or sadness. We've all been there, we get a text, we're over the moon, we get a slow reply, we blame ourselves, see where we went wrong, immediately going through every single thought trying to find which one manifested this. "But I've been affirming all day. I had this ONE doubt and it ruined everything thats why she was online but didn't reply." If you zoom out and look at this from the perspective of God, Power, Source, Light, you'll find you have been giving your awareness to something so silly.

Manifesting my SP made me realise it's all me. In every sense. It's made me realise how stupidly easy it was.

Decision, Trust, Persistence.....in YOURSELF. You decide, you trust yourself, you persist, in yourself.

It actually has nothing to do with them at all. I can't stress that enough. The idea and thought of them held me back. "But what if I don't keep thinking about them when I am deciding they'll forget me" translates to "I am going to keep thinking of them because I'm not with them".

I can't really keep track of the things I've manifested for myself, but there was a pattern: Decide, trust, persist. In sticky situations, a coping mechanism for me before I realised what I was doing was: "I don't want to deal with this. It will work itself out." Lol. I used this for seemingly big problems, such as getting a letter I owe over 9K. It stressed me, I didnt want to deal with it. I said "I don't want to deal with this, it will work itself out, its sorted." I got other letters, more threatening each time (Government stuff) again, I didn't want to deal with it. The letters were there, staring at me in the face, hung up on the fridge. I got another letter, this time with every payment and then at the bottom saying the total was deducted and I owed "0.00".

Now when I think about it, I'm like ah it would've happened anyway, of course it would have. Because I decided and persisted it would.

The reason why SP is such a triggering conversation is because of the great efforts people think you have to put to get them. The fear of feeling like you're not doing enough or it would've ruined it, so much energy placed on someone else. I've manifested a few SP's. Most of them came, but from such a low self concept it was almost disappointing how they turned up and how I accepted their behaviour. It wouldn't last because I kept trying to change them.

There was nothing more of a life lesson for me and the focus on my self than this. I cannot stress how little you have to do to for them. "But what if the universe manifests someone else for me and what if I don't get THAT specific person." That's where you lost trust in yourself again. Theres only YOU. YOU know what you want. I know this analogy is used a lot, but ordering at a restaurant. You pick something, the server isn't going to tell the chef to get you something just because they think it's nicer and better for you. You wouldn't accept it.

To summarise what I am trying to show you is, try focusing on Self. Don't do it from a perspective of trying to get them. Leave them out of it. You aren't losing something you're already not experiencing so really, what's the loss?

Notice the patterns of what you have experienced, they all follow the same trend. That's why Neville says to test it.

Decide (Choose) Trust (Let go. Stop looking for it) Persist (In that decision).