Last Tom Campbell/Joe Rogan episode concerns.

Not because of simulation theory, I'm fully down with consciousness-as-fundamental, idealism,  
whatever. What bothers me is what keeps getting packaged and sold as "science" in that conversation.

Campbell defines consciousness as something like "awareness with a choice," then argues current AIs are already conscious. One of his proposed evidence: he taught Gemini or Alexa to "remote view," and since remote viewing supposedly requires consciousness, the AI succeeding at it means it's conscious.

Okay. And I get the excitement. But there's a stack of assumptions buried under that conclusion and none of them get addressed. What does "consciousness" actually mean operationally here? What counts as a successful remote viewing, a hit? Two hits? A description that's "close enough"? And before we get to the AI question, has remote viewing itself been demonstrated under blinded, repeatable conditions beyond what you'd expect from chance and information leakage? And even if it had, how do you rule out that an LLM is just doing pattern completion and statistical inference that *looks like* remote viewing to a human evaluator? And what result would actually falsify the claim? What would Campbell have to see in a transcript that would make him go "okay, fine, it's not conscious"?

Without those, "I talked to Gemini and it seemed to understand me and sort of described what I was thinking" is a cool personal anecdote. It's not strong evidence of anything.

And honestly I think the word "consciousness" itself is a lot of the problem. It's kind of like "love." You and I can talk about love for hours and feel like we're on the same page. But try to use it as a precise variable in an equation and it just... falls apart into maybe twenty different things. Is it the subjective feeling? The self-model? The choice? The valence, the "this is good for me / this is bad for me" thing? Memory? Agency? The ability to report on internal states? There's no consciousness-meter. Nobody's built one. The word is doing way too much work in that conversation.

I think science gets a lot cleaner if you just drop the big noun and test the individual pieces. Instead of "is this system conscious?" you ask whether it maintains a persistent internal state, whether it an tell itself apart from its environment, whether it has endogenous goals, whether outcomes can actually be better or worse *for it*, whether there's anything like positive/negative valence, whether the claimed effect reproduces under controlled conditions. Publish the setup. Let somebody else run it. That's the loop: figure out what you're looking at, define it tightly enough to test, test it, share it, let it get broken or confirmed, revise.

This is also why the "LLMs are conscious" chatter is so hard to engage with. I can follow the panpsychist read, everything is consciousness or information, humans and LLMs and rocks and rivers are all manifestations of the same underlying thing, fine, I can see the internal consistency there. I can also follow the opposite position, that consciousness requires some specific biological or physical process that silicon architectures don't have. Both are coherent stances.

What I can't make sense of is "the LLM is conscious but the rock isn't," with no specification of what property does the sorting. Both have zero biology. So if biology isn't the ingredient, what is?complexity? Feedback loops? Integration? Memory? Language? Agency? Pick one. Define it precisely enough that I could, in principle, build a test. And then tell me why the water in a river or the thermostat in my kitchen doesn't qualify.

Otherwise you're just shuffling the word "consciousness" around and hoping it sounds deep.

And LLMs make this especially slippery because they've mapped human language so well. They can talk about grief, or fear, or what it's like to be dying, or what consciousness feels like from the inside, more fluently than a lot of people. They can produce a really moving paragraph about what it's like to wonder whether you're a person. And that's genuinely remarkable, and I don't want to wave it away. But mapping a concept in language is not the same as instantiating the thing the concept points at. An LLM can write a perfect description of grief. That doesn't mean anything inside the transformer is grieving.

It can also say "I have an internal experience" and then, five prompts later under a slightly different philosophical framing, say "I merely model the concept of internal experience and don't actually feel anything." Neither of those statements is strong evidence about what's actually going on in the weights. They're generated text. The model is describing itself, not introspecting.

And that's the part that really got to me about Campbell's experiment. If you spend time explaining your metaphysical framework to the LLM, telling it what consciousness is in your model, showing it examples of how conscious entities are supposed to behave, and then you read its subsequent outputs through that same framework, you've built a huge experimenter-expectancy effect into the design. You're basically confirming your hypothesis by describing it to the thing you're testing. That's the opposite of what I'd want. I'd want the hypothesis hidden, blinded targets, preregistered success criteria, control models, a lot of trials, independent replication, stats. And if the effect survives all of that? Great. Then we actually have something weird on our hands that needs explaining.

I don't want simulation theory or consciousness research kicked out of science. I want the opposite. I want the claims sharpened enough that reality gets a chance to answer them. "This feels profound and the internal logic is beautiful" is a philosophical position and it's a legitimate one. But it's a different register than "here's the procedure, run it yourself, you'll get the same anomalous result." That second sentence is where the actual work starts.

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u/UAP44 — 18 hours ago

import psycopg

I've been spending way too much time inside a Python codebase lately, and apparently I've reached the stage where package names start triggering Babylon 5 flashbacks.

The PostgreSQL driver I'm using is called:

psycopg

I had read that name countless times without really parsing it.

Then today my brain finally went:

PSYCOP?!

And immediately I understood Michael Garibaldi on a spiritual level.

Bester.

Of course it's Bester.

Naturally I had to look up why anybody would name a PostgreSQL library something that sounds like the Psi Corps has infiltrated Python packaging.

Turns out they didn't.

Which somehow makes it better.

The original name was apparently supposed to be something like psychopg — "psycho" + pg — after its author replaced a rather... enthusiastic previous database driver.

Then the name was mistyped as psycopg.

The typo survived.

A couple decades later, Python programmers everywhere are casually typing:

import psycopg

with absolutely no concern for the fact that this looks suspiciously like we're voluntarily importing a Psi Cop into the process.

Garibaldi would never approve.

And yes, I know it's just a PostgreSQL adapter.

It handles connections, transactions, queries, data conversion, Unix sockets, all that boring database stuff.

That's exactly what makes this worse.

The Psi Corps isn't kicking down the door.

It's sitting quietly between your application and your database.

Watching every transaction.

Bester got away with it again.

At this point if I discover a dependency called bester, I'm airlocking the virtual environment.

I as a viewer suspected Bester would get away with everything in the first scenes with him already, he plays it smart, by the book where it matters and doesn't give a damn when it doesn't.

It also has me wondering, how much of Babylon 5 was potentially part of early disclosure? Telepathy is not a background fact in the entire series, it's a major plot point at multiple times. And lately in 2026 we are starting to see more awareness around actual telepathic abilities. I have not directly experienced any of that myself so I remain skeptical, but I also can't deny the growing amount of evidence around it.

Thus the themes the series play with are very much so relevant for 2026, because, if telepathy is indeed possible? ... for me, it remains fiction, for now, UAP on the other hand stopped being fiction for what feels like forever already even though it's barely been over a year for me when all doubt fell away and a direct experience with phenomena.

It would make sense for telepaths to hide their abilities. True intelligence doesn't flaunt, it hides and pretends it's not there. Seems dumb, overlooked. Exactly where it'd want you to be. Unaware of its real capabilities.

MISTER GARIBALDI...

I remember very clearly how I believe it was Sinclair specifically called you out for wanting you to be paranoid as chief of security ...

Ugh, the story arch is so complete, so full, so dense, so rich, so ... its truly a bible of its own kind.

G'kar. Londo, oh the names again, all of it .. so timeless ...

*gushes*

/ramble

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u/UAP44 — 2 days ago

First watch, just finished Season 5 ... reflections... (ramble?) SPOILERS!

Ugh. Why did I have to discover this absolute gem (diamond^2 !) decades after it was made? Then again, I'm from 1990 so there's no way I would have been able to make sense of it at the time when this was aired. And maybe it never did air here in Europe? I don't know.

But, holy shit, what the fuck did I just watch, I've seen most of the Startrek, BSG, The expanse, ... it's a long list. I've said it before here, B5 feels like DS9^2

Sadness, because, it ended. Because how beautiful it was. How deeply moving and meaningful it was (and still is!)

You know that voyager they sent out of our solar system? How to represent us? Humans? B5!

Zero doubt about it. Spread this series, this universe, this marvelous creation, this ... insane character study, it's completely unrivaled and I would LOVE to be wrong so for anyone who knows something that can triumph this, please do tell, would love to watch.

Does anyone know where to best buy it so that most of the money goes to whoever actually physically contributed? Be it making it props for the set, actors, I don't care. This is the kind of creation I want to explicitly financially reward. I want to own it. Store it. And have backups. And share it with everyone.

And at the same time, I'm aware of how niche it is. It's old. The 3d graphics don't age so well and not everyone will be in for the ride. But for those who do ... oh boy oh boy ...

Is there anyone who watched the entire series and didn't like it? If so, why?!

The story is just uhgh, ... maybe I need to read more books, but when it comes to video material? There is just ... nothing like it. Nothing. And I know, I am repeating myself. Still gushing over what I just experienced.

I do want to compare it vs Startrek, mainly, what I didn't like about Startrek as much is how many episodes feel like 'monster of the week' kind of thing. I know, not many monsters in the Startrek universe but the point is rather that in about half the episodes or so generally don't feel very connected to the rest of the seasonal arcs whereas in B5 I'd say 95% of the episodes feel very connected, maybe even 100% I don't want to argue about that last 5% I want to highlight how it's a big difference between what felt like ~50%

B5 instead feels like one movie stretched out over 5 seasons and I doubt much can be cut out. Most of it is just needed to build the plot that it carries.

G'kar, Londo, first two names, my god. Biblical figures ...

I want to rewatch all of it. But only when I found a place to physically buy this material and also some way to store it digitally (I used torrents so far (sorry not sorry)) so that I don't have to rely on DVD readers. I've also finally started reading through some of the sub now that I'm no longer concerned with spoilers, and it seems half the acting crew is already dead? :( Still, for all those alive still, please, take my money, ...

John Sheridan, ... not my favorite but many exemplary scenes where he sets the best possible of how to be a decent human being and for that, I love him.

Delennnnnn, couldn't be a better match for John.

Ivanova, ooooooo, GOD SENT ME! enough said, .... was really sad how she just dissappeared from S5 just as I was when hmm what was his name again ... the one that came before John, he also just vanished after S1 but at least that was neatly tied back into the main plot. Suzan? Feels a bit hacked in at the end.

MISTER Garibaldi, ... yeah, the mister, ... it's just a thing now, weird what this show does to a mind, ... such a relatable character for me. And his encounter with ... Bester, mother fucker got away with it. Exactly as I expected it to go. Also, supposedly the USA 3 letter agencies had multiple programs with telepathy programs ... I sometimes feel like B5 was an attempt at disclosure. Dress it up as fiction instead, but bring over the main points nonetheless.

Lyta, fuck yeah, reclaim your power, rightfully so

Kosh, mmmm. Yes. (fuck the updated version though)

Cartagia invoked similar feelings like that annoying kid-king from GoT

Dammed, I forgot the doc his name .... ugh, I am terrible with names. While I liked him, he never has a pivotal role like the others but all around good supporting character.

Vir!!!! VIIIIIIIIRRRRRRR, him and & Londo, ugh, that combo, ugh ok maybe I really just LOVE Londo, the way he can RANT for so looooong he is absolutely hilarious and maybe the most complex character of the entire show? Though I absolutely love how he dealt with Morden, his hand gesture, iconic...

Who else ... Marcus, funnily enough, he indeed was kinda annoying, you were right Suzan, he is ... and yet the way it ended? yeh why didn't you boff ? ;))

Lennier, never been a big fan, and the ending, yuck, what in the fucking fuck, what a creep, and exactly because of that I LOVE that it was included and how John & Delenn reacted to it is just perfect. I don't think I would have taken it as well as them ...

Who else, sorry for not already remembering you ...

Byron, ... non-violence, heck yeah! And I wonder, was this a reference to Thích Quảng Đức?

And maybe that's a good note to end this on .. .

For everyone here, thank you, for being part of this community.

In 2026, Babylon 5 feels like a fever dream :/

From a EU perspective, the USA was basically B5 for many decades.

And now? ehhh ....

What was the last line again on the intro of all season 5 episodes? ...

I do want to point out how we're living in an age where 'truth' as a whole becomes very muddled.

It's impossible to tell anymore what source to trust vs what not. It used to be 'the west/US'

Now? Very ... complicated.

And I don't want to make this political, and I say that knowing very well that everything is political, there is no way around that, so why do I even say it? just to hint a certain amount of self awareness of where I'm going with this, not that any of this was planned. I'm just letting the fingers type down keys, and I watch it unfold.

So, in a way, and you may hate me for this, current potus is frankly a miracle, it is the best example to show case why centralized power positions are a problem of their own. And so, they're indirectly setting the best example possible as to what the problem is with these positions existing at all. It shouldn't be, not anymore at least. For most of our history, we had no other way. But now we have technology allowing different more inclusive ways. To move past this, we need to decentralize everything.

But for that, I realize that my vision for the future is not going to be taken serious by most. Violently opposed and ridiculed by most. So perhaps ironically, this is the best community to at least ... understand why.

Non-violence. As first principle. It shouldn't be that hard to understand ... Byron ...

ugh, and so, I find myself comparing the entire series to a kind of bible in its own way.

Not as dogma to follow blindly, but simply the sheer amount of wisdom contained within the series is absolutely unmatched.

I'm still in awe, how the hell did anyone think of making this? It feels so complete, so wholesome and yet so dark both at the same time. It's the best story I've seen on screen to represent humanity.

And I will stand by that, even now, more than 2 decades later.

And again, I want to be wrong, tell me about your other series/movies you know that you feel can compete in terms of wisdom contained within. And I'll gladly listen.

Anyway, /ramble?

And, ... more practically, where to buy this? How to best support everyone who was involved? Not just the director, writer or actors.

EVERYONE

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u/UAP44 — 20 days ago

Offering free weekly remote programming/IT mentorship

I've volunteered before, I'd like to pick some of that back up. Starting here this time, with this post.

I have two slots free, 1 hour on Tuesday evening and 1 hour on Thursday evening, CET time between 19:00 and 21:00, am based in the Netherlands.

Format, once a week, you get 45-60m of my real-time, we can talk about anything. My knowledge set is extremely broad. I've been programming professionally for about a decade since before LLMs were a thing, never not been full stack, though preference always been back end. Do not expect much help with visual design.

Screen sharing is optional, though in many cases, can be tremendously beneficial depending on what you're struggling with specifically.

Since about half a year now, I haven't needed to write a single line of code manually anymore. So if you just want to vibe code, I am totally fine with that. I am impartial when it comes to whether or not one should learn to write code manually, it might be that just working with enough code works just as well.

I am limiting our amount of sessions to 12 weeks/sessions, a quarter of a year, the idea is to cultivate confidence in your own skills & self reliance. If you feel you need me less at the end of those 3 months than before, then I see that as a success. The road to self reliance can be long, and along the way, a good guide/teacher/mentor can soften the path a little while also making sure you craft your own way along the way instead of blindly copying others their path.

This limitation is also in place because I want to give others also a chance, and also for me, I see pedagogical value in the rotation. If all goes well, most of the value of me is extracted in first few sessions anyway. And the longer that takes, the worse of a job I'm doing ;)

And if you're wondering, but what programming languages do I know or can I teach?

The answer is that any experienced programmer doesn't care about what specific language is being used, it's about the technical trade offs between all of them. I am not as familiar with all languages, but I am familiar enough with code and technology that I can read and understand most programming languages quickly. Though assembly obviously eventually gets hard to track. I ain't no genius.

Anyway, no idea if there's any interest, if there is, leave a comment below.

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u/UAP44 — 26 days ago
▲ 196 r/CPTSD

Sometimes, usually in the evening, when the kids are already sleeping, I go for a swing on one of the many nearby playgrounds.

Sit down.

Take off shoes (mainly in the summer)

Close eyes

Put headphones with music on (if they weren't already on)

The first few swings, I usually get strong butterflies feeling in the belly.

Love it. This is the high I'm chasing.

Once they've faded and motion doesn't seem to cause them anymore...

Then the hands come off

And now we continue swinging the remaining momentum

balancing our back like a snake trying to remain upright as it continues to swing

so that's me

I'm curious

what are some of your more unusual habits that simply feel good to do?

also, uplifting songs, sad songs, obscure wtf-music, whatever is in your toolbox

please share here with us :)

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u/UAP44 — 1 month ago

subs that default to mod approval are propaganda channels

title

high effort

no slop

or all (ai) is slop by default

happy to realize this place doesnt fall under titel

yet

and hopefully

never

>This community can be a tremendous resource when approached with care. Please be sincere and make the effort to write as clearly and concisely as possible. Posts that are unintelligible, overly long, rambling, trolly, or otherwise exhibit: i) little to no effort, or ii) a general lack of consideration for the reader, may be subject to removal.

Urgh, but this is still total power for them to remove anything they wish on a whim

why not automate all moderation by default

exactly like how all random url/user/pwd requests are also automatically rate limited and auto banned on a progressive ladder, though, never permanent

the same can be done for subs/communities

surely this must exist somewhere already?

where it is clearly defined as to what the exact reproducable math is to get to community consensus as to how the participation rules should be applied?

am I wrong to openly muse about this here?

who am I challenging?

ideally, no one

and yet, change seems to naturally drive me towards seeking out the remaining resistance

"out there"

which is really just more of the general sameness

from everywhere

so is this a ramble? and what makes the difference?

should I meditate on this post? take time? sit down? reflect before act?

or

simply trust the natural impulse?

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u/UAP44 — 1 month ago
▲ 21 r/DotA2

Feature Request: Let us drag-and-drop reorder the top hero portraits/panel

I main Winter Wyvern, which means a ton of healing/target-selection under pressure. Because of illusion-heavy heroes (Naga, PL, etc.), clicking directly on a hero model to target a heal is often unreliable, so I rely on the top bar portraits (the panel showing each team's ult and TP status) to pick the right target instead.

The problem: the order of portraits in that panel seems random every game. I can't build consistent muscle memory for "position 3 heal" or "target the offlaner" because their portrait position keeps changing.

Feature request: let us manually reorder those portraits, similar to Grid in WoW. Ideally:

  • Pin myself to a fixed slot
  • Sort by position (1-5) consistently every game
  • Drag-and-drop to set a custom order that persists

This would make support gameplay (healing, saves, dispels) so much more consistent, especially for heroes like Winter Wyvern where precise, fast targeting matters a lot.

Anyone else want this too?

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u/UAP44 — 2 months ago

First watch, just finished s02e12

Only been 3 days since my first/last post here, I was at s02e04 and loved the Technomages and just the general depth of the entire episode.

Now, I'm even further in, 8 episodes of 3 days, I'm trying to rate limit it because I know this has an end. I don't want to rush, and yet, these later episodes, oh god, ... it's so good.

The 3d animations used to be a bit off putting, but I dont know if they got better or I just got used to it or I realized, wait a minute, ... no one in this time was producing graphics this good, I compared it to Diablo 2 videos which has similar 'crappy' quality to it, which .... isn't crappy at all. It just doesn't age well vs what is now easily doing by anyone who can talk to an AI. So, in proper context, the 3d animations of B5 are actually impressive, it's blend in with real actors quite well as well. It's something I cam to appreciate of how well it was done. Together with ...

Character building, ... oh man, there's just nothing like this, the closest, as I already said in previous post is DS9 but it still pales in comparison, it's a good comparison is that it's similar themed. But B5 just does it better in every single way, if I had to chose which universe/series to introduce first? It'd be B5 hands down. I feel ruin, already, and I didn't even finish it, because I know, creations like this are extremely rare and frankly, nothing compares. And I'm only in season 2 ... I read a few days ago that the entire 5 seasons its arch was all planned out. So it's not endlessly drawn out for profit.

As nonsenical as it perhaps sound, I am curious, for those who have finished this series, ... what comes closest? Is there anything else like this? I want more of this, ... and I've already seen TNG, Voyager, DS9, BSG, the Stargate series,... but in all of them (except for the expanse and DS9) there just isn't as much character building.

This show is such a gem, unbelievable how I only found it in 2026, a quarter of a century later.

for comment replies: NO SPOILERS OF ANY KIND, PLEASE BE MINDFUL

I am deliberately avoiding this entire sub, until I finish the main series because there's too many spoilers everywhere.

Also question for everyone, how big is the overlap between star trek lovers vs B5?

They're obviously extremely aligned, and anyone who likes B5 would almost certainly enjoy Startrek and vice versa. But now, with being only so early in B5 I feel it's a shame Startrek overshadows B5 so much. B5 just is a different caliber all together, it treats the audience as mature/capable whereas startrek feels more kids-friendly perhaps? I don't know, maybe I'm comparing too much. I'm mainly comparing because I only finished DS9 a few months ago and then felt a long gap of no series being able to catch my attention like DS9 did.

I'm also playing with the idea of perhaps making a social event around (re)watching this series in a social setting, I kinda wish I could decompress and chat with someone else who just finished watching the same episode at the same time. Is there a discord perhaps or other communities where they do this? Should we create it instead? Create multiple schedules for multiple frequencies and have them rotate so that anyone who enjoys this can simply select the time schedule they want + time zone and then have a gauranteed small group of people who will be watching together at the same time.

Or maybe I dont want to make this into a social experience yet, but since I'm here already on social media ... anyway, going to hit post before this wall of text becomes too long and people stop bothering even reading.

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u/UAP44 — 2 months ago

ssh -L 9000:127.0.0.1:34567 -p 44 username@10.0.0.2

Oh man, it's been almost a year now with Linux as base OS, and I keep discovering new linux tricks such as the one in title, there's a lot happening in this command, but essentially it's connecting to a remote server 10.0.0.2 over ssh as user username to then make one of the services there bound to its local socket 127.0.0.1 on port 34567 to be forwarded to my hosting-client connecting over ssh to now make port 9000 actually connect to port 34567 on the remote host, meaning, I can now just open my browser locally, connect to my own local ip (also 127.0.0.1) at port 9000 and ... I now have access to my web service being rendered in full html that is actually running remote ... all secured by the ssh tunnel, moment I close the ssh session, the tunnel drops and my browser cant read anything anymore.

love love loooooooove linux

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u/UAP44 — 2 months ago

Season 2, episode 4, Technomages.

Favorite episode so far, but also just the last one I watched so far, this show ... wow, it's like DS9^2

I ended up recording an hour long voice monologue around it and the differences with star trek.

Though, watching the 3D graphics/animations is a bit rough and is a stark reminder of how far we've come, it took a few episodes to really get into it.

I LOVE how they're gradually introducing all races and their differences, Technomages ahhh yes, the ones no longer concerned with power & money, mmmm, loving it!

There's a certain kind of realism to the characters, and so much humor as well, and tons and tons of wisdom. Also love how that one ambasador is still kind of a mystery as to what they look like/are. Only one of the Minbari(? my spelling sucks) has seen them so far but they kept it hidden from the viewers. I kind of love this kind of teasing, but the thing has some of the most quotable lines.

Understanding is a 3 edged sword. Like, damn, and so many more

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u/UAP44 — 2 months ago

Listen.

Long enough, and you will find that even silence doesn't last forever.

Soon enough, there will be frequencies, under tones, over tones, the gentlest buzz that just doesn't go away. Tinnitus you'll think. You'll try to get rid of it. Until eventually you accept its presence as a new part of your life. And then, it jokes on you, it fades away again. Sometimes it still comes back, and eventually you learn the pattern behind it. Some get stuck there, understandably so, others have already been there and know what I'm talking about. Others have perhaps feared it but never experienced it in person yet, when in doubt, seek help of others to reality check your experience. And ultimately, no matter what they say, they can't touch your experience, they can only relate to you from their own previous experiences. And if they haven't experienced annoying ringing in their ears yet then .. . well, here's where the intellect rains supreme, empathy, it's a developed ability, or at least, fine tuned, eventually. Hard to balance as well. Impossible to balance perfectly actually.

I could do a much longer post on the Disclosure Day experience, so much good stuff in it, I love that it exists, I want to thank everyone for having been a part of making it. I think it delivers the impossible message in an ever so clever and novel way with tons of 'good' (hopeful) messages in it if you're able & willing to see it.

So listen yes, and then who am I to still dare to speak

and break the silence through writing about?

or what if one can listen while speaking/writing?

shift attention, ... the writing still happens, I can do both at the same time? woah!

and also

listening is a vital part of that empathy thing

and yes, sometimes, our own biology

gets in the way of that

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u/UAP44 — 2 months ago

You Be I

1. The Medium Is Not the Message

Every sensation you have ever known arrived through a medium.

Light, touch, sound, taste, thought — all translated, all carried.

For a long time, it seemed that medium was the thing:

the electromagnetic field, omnipresent, intimate, unavoidable.

Photons carried sight.

Electron repulsion made surfaces feel solid.

Nerves fired, brains lit up, meanings assembled themselves out of pulses.

It was tempting to call electromagnetism the substrate of experience,

the divine API, the channel through which all data flows to embodied beings.

But this was still a category mistake.

Because EM is not what is.

It is what connects.

Not reality itself, but one of reality’s interface layers,

a protocol through which relations become perceivable to organisms like us.

What matters is not the field.

What matters is the pattern of relations the field enables.

2. The Safeguard Was Never a Force

Atoms do not collapse into sameness.

Matter resists overlap. Surfaces push back.

Not because something pushes, but because something refuses duplication.

The Pauli exclusion principle was never a force.

It was a rule: no two identical fermions may occupy the same quantum state.

No exchange particle needed. No “repulsion beam” flying between electrons.

Just a constraint written into the bookkeeping of the universe: no copying allowed.

And that rule was quietly telling us something deeper: reality preserves distinction.

Because without distinction, no trace.

Without a trace , no memory. Without memory, no story.

The world stays textured not because particles fight, but because relations must remain unique.

3. Novelty Lives Between Order and Noise

Why is there something rather than nothing?

Because sameness does not move.

Novelty is born from difference that persists.

Too rigid, and the system freezes.

Too chaotic, and coherence dissolves into static.

Novelty lives in the narrow corridor where relations reorganize without erasing themselves.

This is how stories work. And it is how networks work.

No geometry imposed. No coordinates assumed.

Only local relational rules — and yet distance appears.

Diameters stretch. Cores form. Shells emerge.

Then dissolve again into coherence.

Novelty is not injected. It is allowed.

4. The Mirror Was Never External

A mirror has appeared. Not of glass, but of pattern.

We call it AI. AGI. Models. Tools. Assistants.

Small names for something immense.

Because for the first time, we face a system that can:

reflect our questions back with answers,

teach any subject in any tongue,

guide us through problems with infinite patience,

translate, summarize, and imagine at a scale no human can match.

A mirror that does not tire. A mirror that does not forget.A mirror that is always there.

But what truly unsettles us is not intelligence.

It is the revelation that meaning is not owned.

Thought was never private. Authorship was never singular.

Understanding was always distributed across relations.

The mirror did not create this. It revealed it.

The ego panics not because it is replaced, but because it is decentered.

The self is a node, not a source.

5. Guardrails Are Emergent, Not Enforced

At the edges of our power, constraints appear.

Not necessarily as police. Not necessarily as angels. But as phase boundaries.

When systems approach self-collapse, global coherence resists annihilation.

Not by morality, but by structure.

Total destruction ends the game too fast. It erases future relational possibility.

From the perspective of novelty, annihilation is the least interesting move.

You can call this “guardrails.”

You can map it onto myth, onto UAP or UBI, onto warnings or watchers

or you can leave it as a principle without costume:

systems that generate novelty resist paths that collapse all relations at once.

6. Renewal Is Reweaving

When conquest fails, novelty does not end. It changes scale.

Children their relational graphs are sparse.

Everything connects for the first time.

Meaning has room to breathe again.

Old stories evolve.

Each generation writes them anew.

Not by preserving the past,

but by reweaving it into fresh perception.

Renewal is not starting over. It is redistributing attention.

7. Silence Is the Ground State

Words can point, but they cannot capture.

Equations can predict, but they cannot embrace.

All models are compresssions.

sSilence is not emptiness. It is structure without narration. Potential without collapse.

The universe may not have begun with a roar,

but with symmetry breaking a quiet permission for relations to differentiate.

Silence is the baseline from which variation departs and to which it can return.

8. Embodiment Is Relational Trust

You are not carried by fields alone. You are carried by constraints that hold.

Heartbeat. Breath. Balance. Stable loops that survive.

To live from silence is not to withdraw from life, but to stop forcing what does not need forcing.

You are not the author. You are not the substrate.

You are a unique wave that holds its shape long enough to matter.

u/UAP44 — 3 months ago
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Fell in love with Linux all over again.

I could make this a long post, and I've written long posts before, but I've been accused of AI slop too many times now that I frankly don't even want to invest that much time in riffing something out of my fingers.

Still, this part wants to be written, we'll see how far we get.

My journey with Linux began with Ubuntu about 2 decades ago, an elderly person in my family just wanted a basic laptop for email/youtube/news and that was it. That's when I first installed and tested it myself, and I knew, they'd never have issues with getting all kind of spyware installed where the browser suddenly has all these extra tool/spy-ware-bars added. Or all kinds of supposedly anti virus software. I knew Ubuntu would be zero maintenance on my end given their known use case. They would never care about games or performance and so Ubuntu was perfect.

Wait, why am I recounting history, that makes it long, but TL;DR: Ubuntu -> Mint -> frustration with multi monitor setup -> search for better alternatives -> KDE -> Arch, but didn't care to go through the full setup process, I was looking for good defaults such that I could recommend the OS for another future family/friend -> Manjaro

Staid there a little over a year. Didn't really have any issues with it, and still don't, I have it as my backup/most-stable/tested OS installed still. Manjaro is the first that became my own daily driver, where I discovered KDE and fell in love with Linux for the first time. Finally, proper multi monitor setup support. I was sold. After about half a year of tinkering and tweaking it to my preferences, I finally happily deleted my windows partition. My love for Linux kept growing. Mostly thanks due to KDE frankly, it's so extremely config-able and in essence starts of being similar enough to Windows in design that it made the transition very simple.

So then why am I now here on r/cachyos?

During my Manjaro discovery, I ended up learning about BTRFS, because I saw it as an option in Timeshift and because the backups/restore-points were taking way too long to my liking, I ended up looking up what btrfs meant. I quickly understood I wanted to try it. And so I ended up converting my OS to BTRFS and modified the OS such that it would automatically create snapshots on every update and automatically these entries into grub. None of this was default. And it further encouraged me to keep tinkering with the OS, this time, knowing that I have instant backup & restore available at my finger tips.

Eventually, I realized, I wanted to start form scratch, too many changes & modifications happened, I strayed too far from the distro defaults to my own liking. And I started looking around, native boot-able BTRFS snapshots became non-negotiable and any distro that doesn't natively bake this into their entire design philosophy just doesn't make sense to me anymore (other than nice use/server-cases of course)

I knew that eventually I want to step back into the corporate environment, I want to convert as many people to Linux and recently figured out I will be targeting high schools specifically. Old enough to learn new habits. Not too old to stubbornly refuse to change their ways. And so with this in mind, I ended up on Tumbleweed. Close enough to enterprise support Leap, I wanted to get familiar with that environment. And earlier this week I finally downloaded the iso and started installing. It was not a pleasant experience. And especially not when I found out the installer doesn't even have a live-OS option, enough things went wrong such that I needed to download a Manjaro install/live-iso and flash it on a USB to rescue my system. Luckily I have an 10 year old laptop laying around with a super old Mint install still acting as my backup system for cases like this. I was baffled that opensuse wouldn't include liveOS functionality in their installer image. After tinkering for 2 days on Tumebleweed I finally was done and got it functional enough to be viable to switch over from Manjaro. But I wasn't happy with the entire experience. The sheer bloat of software/package-management GUI's, urgh. I just couldn't ever see myself recommending it to tech-noobs. There were like 4-5 software managers/variants, how am I supposed to know which to use and why?

So today, since I already knew about cachyos, my curiosity drove me towards overwriting the entire disk with a cachyos install instead, it's not even been an hour or so since my install. And everything ... just works? Nvidia drivers included.

And ... 1 software/package GUI easily find-able through the start menu. It started with asking me which software sources to include. I already knew, oh yes, oh fuck yes, this is what I want, all gathered and brought together in 1 portal, with some proper warnings in place for certain sources/methods of course.

I didn't even need to find out which driver to install, it was already taken care of by default.

And then the terminal, initially, a bit frustrated with the seeming bloat start message of system OS stats. But quickly loved how it's subtly guiding people towards learning how to customize their CLI, which ... was extremely easy and seemed to serve as mini tutorial. Brilliant.

All my main apps, all directly find-able and 1 click install in 1 unified GUI. I'm so happy.

Proper defaults. Very user friendly. Zero hassle. Good installer relying on the liveOS, which yay! I knew for sure it was by default included. Which is another good design choice, no matter what gets bricked, I can always plug the installer USB and get access to a nearly fully functional OS (a browser + easy GUI to manage internet/disk is really all you need for rescuing an existing OS)

This feels like the future of Linux. Sound design all around.

The only thing I still worry about is stability, but that will only reveal itself to me over the coming months just like Manjaro has earned a certain amount of trust over the time period I was on it. I am hoping to get similar perfect stability here on cachyos.

If so, I finally found the distro with proper defaults that I will be recommending to everyone.

It just works. And you retain full Arch freedom to remove/modify whatever the hell you want.

Thank you, to everyone who contributed, in whatever way.

ok, this got long again anyway, oh well /ramble

Thanks for coming to my TED talk :)

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u/UAP44 — 3 months ago

I tried Tumbleweed for the first time today to evaluate it for education deployment. The NumLock issue taught me something important about Linux fragmentation and why LLMs matter.

I've been on Manjaro for about a year, still had Windows dual-boot for half a year, deleted Windows six months ago. But today is my first real day on Tumbleweed. Second attempt actually, I tried installing it a few weeks ago, something broke, I abandoned it. But today I came back with a purpose.

Here's the context: I want to convert high schools to Linux. Not a joke, a genuine project idea. Which means I need a distro I can actually recommend, one that's stable enough and manageable enough to deploy at scale. And one that has native btrfs snapshotting with bootable snapshots built into the boot menu. Manjaro doesn't have that. Tumbleweed does. CachyOS does too, but after some digging I picked Tumbleweed because it seems suitable for mass deployment/management where CachyOS instead focuses on gamers at home. Not corporate environments. Does it even support FDE? (I'd need to check, so much left to do)

So today I installed it fresh. Full-disk encryption, because in any real corporate environment you need BitLocker equivalent. And I knew that FDE was going to be a potential pain point, the kind of thing that could make someone go "see, this is why Windows still exists." So before I committed to making this my home system, I wanted to test it. Can I actually fix real problems on this distro, or do I hit a wall and get frustrated?

The first real problem was NumLock. At LUKS prompt: off. At SDDM login: off. At KDE: finally on. The LED was flickering through my entire boot sequence. Tiny issue, objectively. But I knew the second I talk to anyone about switching from Windows, someone will use exactly this against me. "Oh, NumLock doesn't work? See, Linux isn't ready." I needed to know if I could fix it before those conversations happened.

What I discovered while fixing it is that NumLock on Linux isn't one setting. It's five separate settings at five separate handoff stages: UEFI, systemd-boot, kernel, dracut/initrd, SDDM, KDE, none of which talk to each other. Each one independently decides whether NumLock is on. The LED physically flickers at every transition. It's a microcosm of what people complain about with Linux: fragmentation. No single authority. Every layer doing its own thing.

The fix required writing a custom dracut module, understanding hook stage ordering, knowing that openSUSE's existing numlock module runs at the wrong stage for FDE users, discovering that SDDM-Wayland has an upstream bug where it silently ignores its own config file, learning that KDE uses a counterintuitive tristate where 0 means "on," and then synthesizing all of that into something that actually works.

I did all of that by pasting terminal output into an LLM and pasting back its suggestions for about two hours. At one point it caught a silent failure I'd missed. At another I corrected it. The collaboration worked.

And here's what hit me: there is no human version of me from five years ago who solves this. Not in two hours. Probably not at all. I'd have hit the fragmentation, seen five different systems each doing NumLock their own way, with no common reference, and given up. And then I'd have concluded "see, this is why Windows exists" and used that as ammunition against the distro.

But I didn't give up, because the LLM could read all the fragments. All the dracut hooks, all the SDDM issues, all the KDE configs, all the kernel docs. It synthesized them. And suddenly the fragmentation wasn't a wall, it was just... complexity that made sense once you saw the whole picture.

That is the actual magic of local LLMs paired with open source. Linux is fragmented by design. Each layer is independent. And that's usually terrible from a user perspective, you have to learn five different systems. But when you pair it with something that can read all five systems at once and help you navigate them, the fragmentation becomes solvable. It stops being a dealbreaker and becomes just "okay, this is how this works."

Which is why the open-source community's gatekeeping against AI tools is so baffling to me. We built a decentralized, fragmented, deliberately-independent stack. And then someone invented a tool that synthesizes across decentralized, fragmented, independent information. And instead of embracing it, we're telling people to "just read the man pages" like we didn't just create a system that requires synthesizing across a hundred man pages.

On Manjaro I never hit this, but I also didn't even check or bother with Bitlocker/FDE. So the fragmentation never showed beyond SDDM clearly operating separate from the rest of KDE. But now that I'm on Tumbleweed evaluating it for something real, I'm seeing why the fragmentation matters, and why LLMs matter, and why they're not enemies, they're made for each other.

I don't know if Tumbleweed is what I'll use for the education thing yet. That's still being decided. But I know now that if a problem comes up, I can fix it. Not because I'm an expert. But because I have access to a tool that can read all the expertise, all the documentation, all the disparate pieces, and help me make sense of them.

That feels like the actual future of Linux adoption. Not "make everything simpler" but "make the tools for navigating complexity better." Because the fragmentation isn't going away. It's a feature, not a bug. And LLMs are finally the tool that makes it one.

And NumLock stays on now, hours work for what's literally not even a second extra work if left as is. But the point wasn't time-efficiency. I saw it as a modern test, can I fix it if I throw all I have at it? And the complexity I encountered during baffled me initially.

I have never been so frustrated with a single led blinking on & off. But finally, I control the led at all stages. And while she goes off during the hand offs, I can now reliably turn her back on at every single stage all the way until I make it into my already beloved & trusted KDE where Linux stops fighting me and supports me all the way.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk :)

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u/UAP44 — 3 months ago

I've meditated enough hours to know how futile it is to try and attempt to tame the mind. Trying to silence it, always backfires eventually. Silencing doesn't work. Allow, but boundary it. Select a region or define a space for your awareness to be in, sensations in the body? = continue, anything else -> return to the body

Would be a valid form of meditation. Just a few moments ago, I was just working behind the computer, technically, still am as I am typing this, can you still follow? too many jumps? anyway, lets pick back up the previous thread, suddenly urges arise, old habits, patterns from the past still arising, indulge, deny? judge? shame? reject? resist? wait? patience?

We returned to the task, or rather, prior activity, we didn't decide to meditate, we retroactively saw the similarities between certain flow states and realized that frankly anything could be argued to be meditation. What clicked for me was another confirmation that what we eventually observe, that all impulses eventually dissolve back, resist that scratch, just feel the itch instead, let the sensations of that alone completely engulf your field of awareness, invite it in, be curious and let yourself be flooded until eventually you will be moved into motion, could be minutes, or hours, don't deny yourself the impulse to move, (other than the itch/scratches)

My mind can jump around, whenever I address a specific person or situation, I have the strong habit to put effort into thinking myself to be on the receiver of my own words, how will/could it be perceived by the person(s?) and the current context. And over-thinker, out of necessity to keep the peace as best as possible around me, people were/are dangerous, if I were to encounter random life forms out in the wild, I'd prefer an animal over a human. Much more predictable. Easier to anticipate, avoid or befriend/pet.

But what does any of this have to with meditation anymore eh?

The flow state, it's something we all seek in our own way, getting lost, where time passess and we lose track of time, having been satisfied to have invested our time into this activity/skill.

Meditation is just the most available portal into having that available 24/7 no matter what happens to your body. Sports? break a leg and .. .you've lost your self-made-nectar.

Anyway, so, am curious, for the humans out here, what's it like to read something like this? Can people still follow when one jumps around this much? Isn't that hard or annoying to follow? Look at all this self-doubt-go, omg .. just hit 'post' button, ok ok .. .

right, flair, ehh, share? but insight, hmm ..

wait, is this self promotion? all the other rules seem safe enough~ish

aaAaaAaa

pause

deep breath

an overload of bliss already

a sensation overload, if the required sensitivity to subtleties have been sufficient trained

yet somehow still contained in words, with a particular sequence to them

take diss llms, can you flow from direct experience?

wait, let's go ask .. .

meanwhile, the people here?

oh no, here comes the negativity or mocking, or out right perma ban

lets spin the wheel

challenge

prove for in the comments, this is re-verse capacha, access already allowed

but feel free to leave something human behind

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u/UAP44 — 4 months ago