What do I do?
Hi, I just did something for my girlfriend, who I live with. I’ve hurt her physically and by accident. I didn't want to really hit her, but she was teasing me and I said no multiple times. Then I couldn't take it anymore and lost control. I apologized right after for what I did and kept apologizing, also asking if we could talk so we could be okay. But things just escalated down the wrong path. I don’t know what to do anymore since she doesn't want to talk anymore and wants to break up.
I have been doing things wrong to her, and I think this was the breaking point of it. I’ve thought about letting her go so she won’t be so stressed anymore. But I don't want to let her go since I really love her and want to do better for the things that I have done, but I think I’ll just hurt her more emotionally if we continue the relationship.
(Any advice is okay, and I am also okay if you will criticize what I did)
Edit: Thank you, guys. I'll take to heart what you all have said. I won’t be locking this since I want to know more about what you guys have to say:) Thank you