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Kazuma here....say...has life went so well for you that you think nothing can take you down as you continue to grow and protect those you love? Well....THIS WORLD CONTINUES TO SCREW ME OVER!!! While adventuring I had the MOST PAINFUL AND SCARY DEATH EVER!!! This person came out of nowhere and started shooting crystals at me...I couldnt get a look at their face but after auto-evade was kicking in, they somehow bypassed it, like they knew....So I started crystallizing. It felt cold....painful....scary...I remember thinking "Can...can I come back from this?"...then it went black. I met. Shadowing figure...it reeked of dread and death, of course I tried to find a way out, shout for Eris or look for a way back, but the moment this thing walked to me and grabbed my head...i saw unspeakable horrors. Beyond even just my deaths but, deaths of my family....then, I woke up in front of Eris. She was puzzled and scared that I had seemingly blanked out when she asked me what happened. I looked like I've seen hell itself....and I'm not gonna lie I felt sick to my stomach. Then I heard it...."Kazuma....I can't revive you...", "...what?" I lunged at Eris and demanded an explanation!!! BECAUSE WHY!? WHY COULDN'T SHE!? EVERYTHING WAS FINE...RIGHT!? She ended up explaining how I died and I get it, it was a set up. I can't go back because it prevented my body from being recovered.....Dammit. DAMMIT!!! DAMMIT!!!DAMMIT!!! WHAT THE HELL!!! I REINCARNATED IN THIS WORLD AND NOT ONLY DOES NO ONE CARE ABOUT ME, ONLY MY PAST REPUTATION BUT IT'S TROUBLE, AFTER TROUBLE, AFTER TROUBLE!!! I DON'T WANT TO GET STRONGER, I DON'T WANT TO BE IN A GUILD, BECOME KING, OR DEAL WITH ALL OF THIS!!! I just want to be left at peace and AT THE VERY LEAST...Make new friends...family...and have fun with it. Why did things turn out that way? Ram....I died for nothing. I couldn't help Ram and I couldn't give that perfect ending to her....I bought a ring for her that I might not be able to make it back to...so I told Eris....i told her to send me wherever she wanted. It doesn't matter anymore, I had lost everything. And gained nothing after death.....

But....Eris tells me that there might be a way to come back, it's risky but it has to work. Of course I'll do anything to get what I once had, to see my family again!...to see Ram again. I obviously agreed to it and it turns out...It comes at a cost. I thought Subaru had it bad initially, and he still might but...the pain I had to endure just to make it back. I'd rather be reincarnated without this cursed luck. My stomach has been hurting and my head feels like its splitting into two, I broke the laws of the afterlife to get back. I made Eris do something she wasn't supposed to...that's my cross to bear. Next time, I'll be careful, next time....I'll make sure Ram doesn't have to see me die. No matter how many insults or blows or deaths I take, screw telling anyone about this stress or agony!...I met with the witch of envy and got in a promise I might be stuck in forever...its not pretty being roped by two parties but who cares. I'm Satou Kazuma, and in this new world from zero, I'll do anything in my power to not make the same mistake again. Hopefully I don't lose myself in the process. Geez this is all so stressful and everything. This better be worth it or else I'm not coming back next time!! I'd rather stay dead!!! That is all for this letter..Mom, dad...You might've not cared when I was on earth or even laughed at my death, but I'll continue to write these letters and stay strong, I'll be the luck factor in this world! Now let's revive once again.

- Kazuma S.

(Side note: I forgot my own plot point for Kazuma's "fall and mind break" so I fillied it with stuff that could work to be changed later)

Kazuma here. This one's going to be a calm one, trust me, I promise....So where to start....I was a woman for a bit...yeah, I had wanted to take the load off of Ram since she's been looking stressed so to solve the problem of us joining the election I opted to be a woman...until Ram got mad and a little hurt then I decided to change back with the reassurance of Megumin taking the spot instead. Me and Ainz officially decided to name our guild "The Alliance of Calamity" or something like that, thanks Anos. Sensei apologized for the framing of Ram but apparently there was someone before who requested it...so now we have to look out for someone else, ugh what a pain am I right? It's horrible. Ainz and me have been doing pretty well as of late, planning and setting things up to win, build our members, and make sure to fulfill our promises! Ainz really is a sweetheart when you get to know him, that's also directed to his crush wink wink, heheh. Anyways, I bet you're wondering why the letter from the sky? Well....I found the real Eris! She was worried our connection was severed after arriving in this new world and was trying to find me, she gave me a big hug and started checking if I was ok....oh yeah I ended up there because I fell down the stairs coming from our castle's throne room. It hurt bad. Anyways, she explained great things to me then said she'll continue to support me here from this world and give me divine abilities, help, and interventions...I'm glad she's back. So now my revive is back and...while using "Steal" for jokes I managed to steal the Sword Saint divine protection apparently soooo I guess I'm also on the same level as Reinhard....I'll have to properly thank the witch Ainz loves so much for that. I've been learning new magic and skills too, from Frisk, Ainz, Subaru, Betty, anyone I can find to help, If I'm gonna protect Ram, I'm going all the way, of course these are just extras since now I've finally reached the same level as Reinhard! I couldn't have made it this far without my friends....no...my guild....No....my family! I love each and every one of them and I'm proud of the team we made, even if we don't win the election then...I'll be satisfied just sticking with all my family in the castle, I love them all....Especially my lover...Ram, she's the most important to me and I wouldn't have made it this far without her. I'll continue to do my best, I'd rather permanently die than see her or my family upset!! I'll continue my journey and play my cards right! We're not going down without a stand! I love you. And for once, it feels like a God's blessing on this wonderful world.

- Kazuma S.

I don't think I'm ready to hear the crazy things I took....

THANKS TO RIMURU AND EXTRA PLANNING, I'M BACK TO BEING A MAN AND NOW WE HAVE OUR BACKUP FOR THE ELECTION!!! FINALLY!!!!!!
I'M THANKFUL FOR MY NEW FAMILY/GUILD AND FOR MY BRILLIANT PLANNING!! AND MEGUMIN TOO FOR VOLUNTEERING!!!

Ah yes, Kazuma here......WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD!?!? I just wanna live my life out with Ram....maybe....grow old together....marry....eachother.....have....kids...AH! THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!! HOW COME EVERYONE KEEPS TRYING TO RUIN RAM'S PERFECT ENDING!? THESE JERKS KEEP MAKING ME WORK OVERTIME JUST TO RESCHEDULE MY PLAN!!! THEN! THEN THEN THEN!!! I HAD TO BEAT UP ROSWAAL WITH THE HELP OF REM BECAUSE HE TRIED KILLING ME, WHAT THE HELL!?!? THIS WORLD IS UNFAIR AND CRUEL!!! JUST LIKE AXEL!!.....phew...alright now that I got that out of my system....I just wanna say, thank you Rem for trusting me with your sister and helping me out with Roswaal...i really appreciate it..I ended up running away myself with Ram this time on my own accord, and of course I had to reassure my love that everything was ok...Ainz helped me out and agreed to own the Castle I had bought as our base for our new "family" a family made with dear friends and others, a guild if you will. I couldn't be happier with people I call friends, it's never a tough time or stressful with them, sure the occasional chaos ensures but that's what I love about them. They're my family...Ainz, Megumin, Betty, The demon king guy, Spiderman, Tanya, everyone...Im ready to truly start from zero here, and for they sake of anyone suffering like Ram did and for Ram's sake too, I decided to join the competition for ruler. Of course I have no idea what I'm doing compared to Ainz who is apparently my second in command but its fine, I'll find a way and think of something. Speaking of Ram, she's SOOOOOOO cute and lovable!!! Ahem. Sorry, Ram has been doing better since the "fake cheating" accident she was accused of. I'm making sure to be in proxy of her and constantly checking up on her and giving her as much attention as she needs, yes we have cuddle sessions and honestly...WOOHOO!!! Yup. I'm overjoyed, we constantly have one on ones together and always enjoy each other's company, I couldn't have asked for a better partner....a better lover. She truly is the perfect girl, oni and all. I have no clue what the future has in store yet, for I have severed my connection to a fake Eris...hopefully I find the real one...one day, I'd hate to die in front of the woman that lights up my whole afterlife...which is Ram of course, and not be able to see her again...Which I don't want. I'm planning to sing a song to her...heh...what a silly rom-com thing to do right? Yeah. Anyways to wrap things up, things may have gotten bad, but it's nothing I haven't felt with. I'll make due somehow, and by the end of it all, Ram WILL be getting her perfect ending, no matter what. I love you, my friends, and most importantly, my love.

- Kazuma S.

I...SATOU KAZUMA! Have declared I'm gonna win the candidate thingy, now I won't be alone...Ainz has left me in charge with the lead role to become the king, with him being second in command and the others being just as powerful: Guardians! Of course I couldn't stand the accusations being made onto Ram...and I still can't! This is for her...and for all the others that might suffer too!! Come and Join THE NEW GAME + CAMP! It's just my name or Ainz's because it's a family! They're not working for me, we're working for each other, who wants these lies and propaganda from these other camps who aren't even willing to look at the real problem! These "gods" dictate our moves and makes us miserable! Like making it look like our partner was cheating on us! Well I'm here to SAVE EVERYONE! If I'm not gonna get any peace in this world....THEN I'LL MAKE MY OWN! If I have to be the villain...SO BE IT! If I'm put as the hero...WHO CARES! THIS IS FOR MY FAMILY!!! SO WE NEED ALL THE SUPPORT WE CAN GET! COME AND HELP US MAKE A WORLD WHERE WE CAN ALL BE ACCEPTED AND DEFY FATE, DEFY LUCK, DEFY THE WORLD AND MAKE OUR OWN!!! 42, SUBARU, REINHARD, CRUSCH, FELIX, REM, ANASTASIA, SANS...AND MANY MORE! WE WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT, I know we might be rivals or even sound like your enemies right now because of the camps you're in...BUT I ASSURE YOU! I WILL DO THIS...FOR RAM'S PERFECT ENDING....AND FOR OUR TRUE ENDINGS TOO!!!!! LET'S PRESS START ON A NEW SAVE FILE, AND HELP EVERYONE! PLEASE, SUPPORT OUR FAMILY!!

Kazuma here....if you're seeing this letter my plan is already I'm motion and I've already taken Ram to Ainz's base. I refuse to believe and take such insulting "proof" against Ram!!! My heart only belongs to Ram and I refuse to believe this when me and her were doing so well!!! I CAN HANDLE ALL THE SLANDER ON MY NAME BUT I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY TO THE WOMAN THAT I LOVE!!! EVEN AQUA WOULDN'T STOPP THIS LOW!! So thanks to my buddy Ainz we'll be safe to live peacefully under his care with protection from others Im in contact with! Including Beatrice and the demon king! Also, Roswaal planned my death but thankfully with Dem's help I evaded it all and proceeded to use bind on him keeping him immobile! Take that clowny!! Until this is all settled,me and Ram will be taken care of by Ainz, and if I really must be done, I'll be running for king with Ainz to stop such actions....hahahaha....HAHAHA!!!!! TOP CONDITION!!! YOU THINK YOU HAVE WON NEW WORLD!? THINK AGAIN!!! MY LUCK ISN'T OVER YET!!! RAM WILL GET HER PERFECT ENDING....reguardless of the choices I have to make. I'm willing to throw it all away for Ram, no divine blessing, no help from gods or "alliances" I'll simply let my myself create a blessing on this cursed world. So watch out, because SATOU KAZUMA ISN'T DONE YET!

- Kazuma S.

For the record... I'M NOT A PERV!

Location: in Ram's room in the trash next to a worn out feather

Kazuma whereabouts while reading it: Arguing with Subaru over the "Pervert" name calling.

"To Ram:
Wait. Do I use that? No, actually....sure why not. Wait. WHY AM I WRITING THIS DOWN!? You know what, I need to write my feelings,that's exactly what I'm doing, I don't care, I'll just cross off this section.
Ram, If you got this letter you probably already know what I'm about to say...or do you, WAIT DAMMIT, CROSS OFF!
Ram, I'll probably hand you this letter and run and I know it'll look bad but listen, meet me near the fountain I've been thinking for a while and I know "Kazutrash" "Scumzuma" might have a bit of a reputation and such, and I don't even know how your feelings truly are....but that's ok, because from my eyes, I love the way your pink hair flows in the wind elegantly, it makes your eyes shine and I feel like I can get lost in then forever, you have these adorable moments that shine just as much as your attitude and personally, you're the most beautiful and amazing woman I've met, so I just wrote this letter to say, "I love you" more than this world, more than any world, being with you makes me not wanna leave this world ever, and I'd wanna do whatever it takes to help you in your journey...You obviously don't have to accept it but know, even then, I'll still be by your side! You removed "Scumzuma" now it's only "Kazuma". Thank you for reading, I'll be near the fountain.

Dammit this is too cheesy, this is unacceptable, it feels dried out!! I love her too much for this sad excuse of a letter...What am I gonna do...actually, I'll just tell her in person one day. Cant be that bad right? I'll just write a regular letter. TO THE TRASH WITH THIS LETTER! AND WHY AM I STILL WRITING, TOSS IT, KAZUMA! OUT!"

HEYYY! Kazuma here! Just wanna note, whoever found this letter and distributed it, I will personally hut you down! Now that that's out of the way, I made this before me and Ram got together so yes yes you can see my desperation here, laugh it up, but this letter is old news, I'm fine with how things went instead of this letter! Now I'm running out of sticky note space, so I'll cut it short; Problem solved, this trash!

KAZUMA HERE! WOOOO! A good chunk happened while I waited to write another letter! First off, Ainz is thinking about joining some camp, though considering Shadow is already in Emilia's camp and so is Subaru, I'd be nice to have someone else from another world with me, hope he makes the right choice! Next! Subaru has....been trying but occasionally losing sight of Rem to the point where I'm pretty sure he gives more attention to her than Emilia...Shadow has also been you know....in the background, he's rarely seen but he's there! Alpha-sama told me! Spiderman has been struggling going on patrol considering he's in the same camp as me I can see his efforts at least. It's HEAVILY sloppy but he's making it work. As for me, I've been balancing this whole adventuring duity, learning new skills from people here and trying to help this camp to my best of my abilities, yes, I'm not being lazy for once, you wanna know why? Because of Ram....Ram has changed my worldview of parallel worlds and changed my attitude,I couldn't be happier with anyone else....truly, I feel lucky having her, so I guess me and Ram are a thing now! Didn't think someone like me could pull that off, huh!? Heh....I truly love this world more and more each day, I wish this could last forever and honestly, I could stand the belittlment and the insults, if it means seeing Ram smile and having fun, I love her....thats all for this letter, Kazuma, OUT!

- Kazuma S.

KAZUMA HERE!!!! I FOUND THE PERFECT WORLD TO LIVE IN, MY RIVAL/FRIEND IS HERE AND HAS AN ENTOURAGE OF WOMEN FOLLOWING HIM! I'M SO JEALOUS!!! Anyways, things are going great, meetings new people and even got on even terms and befriended a red haired knight who's apparently strong!? who ever thought of that!? I met some witches and honestly...kinda scary... BUT SCORE!!! Gotta cut this short, I'm trying to start my popular phase with some of these ladies! Thank you Satella and Echidna! Oh yeah and Subaru