u/Unfair-Pension-2613

So I'm 23, medicine student and i don't love anyone nor have I had a crush on anyone, and i think i can never love anyone in the future as well. But my father wants me to marry someone he found out for me in the upcoming 3-4yrs, I told him I don't wanna marry any sooner but then he said it's okay she can wait for you. But in reality i don't wanna marry ever.

I'm afraid that I might get married and then i will spend the rest of my life living in a way that i never imagined.

I dont know what to say to my parents so that they don't go to that girl's home for marriage talks. I don't wanna ruin that girl's life. I can't give her the love she deserves.

So any advice?

I want to purchase some books and novels and autobiographies, i don't know where to go, so if anyone knows any store in dvg then pls recommend me.