Should I break up with my boyfriend or should I still fight for it?
Problem/Goal: I don't know what to do anymore. Parang all the signs are telling me to break up already pero parang hindi ko kaya....
Context: Me and my boyfriend are in a LDR situation since magkaiba ang universities pero same kami ng province kaya nakakapagkita pa din. We just celebrated 2 years anniv last April 2.
Walang cheating. Pero dalawang beses na kami naghiwalay. Unang hiwalayan ay siya yung napagod, but eventually we gave it another shot. Second hiwalayan, nalaman kong nakipagkita siya sa girl bestfriend niya sa mall without informing me, may dump acc na itinago and basically ayaw niya makicommunicate. Nagseparate kami but nagkabalikan ulit last February.
The pain and trauma is still here. I already forgave him but I think hindi pa ako fully healed. But I really love this person. Okay naman na kami now, stable pero hindi pa din ako panatag, it's like my trust is still broken. Bumabawi naman siya ng sobra, open na makipag-communicate, sweet na ulit like before, and 2x na efforts nya now.
Another dilemma is tutol ang family ko sa relationship namin. Even our friends, nung nalaman nila mga pinaggagawa niya noon ay inadvice ako na to let go na. Lalo na there's no guarantee if may tinatago pa ba siya o pinagsisinungalingan pa ba siya ulit....
Now I don't really know what to do, mahal na mahal ko siya to the point that I gave endless chances and bumabawi naman na siya sa akin ng todo but all these signs are telling me to stop na....😭😭😭