I am stuck
Heyy! My Japanese learning story is kinda long so I will try to keep it short. I started studying jpn in high school and I took the AP test and I got a 3 which is kinda bad considering i was learning it for four years. I took jpn classes in my hs. After hs I took a year break studied here and there but I want to restart. I feel ashamed and embarrassed of how bad my skills are even though I studied for so long. To put it in perspective, i can pass n4 but barely and I can barely speak the language.