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I just can’t take it anymore. Made a dumb fucking mistake and it’s not even 6 am. I often think going to law school was a terrible decision:(

After a month of feeling good with being a guy I injected estrogen again. It’s a never ending cycle and I don’t know why I keep resisting once in a while. I know for a fact I want to be a woman more than anything else but I also want a normal life.

I genuinely think agp goes way further than sexual attraction and I’m pretty sure I experience real dysphoria.

I feel happy because I’ll start feminizing again and it’s always so exciting but I also keep disappointing myself.

Just venting.