help removing a possible demonic spirit
last night me and my husband were having a disagreement where he wasn’t willing to compromise with me and I felt like I wasn’t being heard and something really scary happened.
I have recently been struggling with my anger especially since finding out about my husbands porn addiction before we got married, (which is something he’s healed from) but I still have a lot of trauma from it. So sometimes when we’d have arguments i’d yell at him which was wrong and I know that, but last night I didn’t yell at him, instead something broke out over me and I started choking myself and saying really demonic things (I can’t remember what I said). I don’t remember how it started nor how it ended, it all feels like a blur but my husband was looking at me very confused and he looked concerned.
He later told me that it looked very demonic, my whole face changed and I had a very demonic voice. I quickly snapped out of it but I can’t help to feel terrible about myself now and I just want deliverance and healing from whatever that was because I know that’s not who I am.
I used to dabble in witchcraft before I was saved (tarot cards, astrology, etc) and I feel like some of those demonic strongholds are still attached to me.
Please give me advice, I’m a strong believer in Jesus Christ and I have accepted him as my lord and savior, I just don’t know why I still deal with these things.
Thank you,