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I am 15. I will spend the rest of my high school career preparing for college. I will go to college and struggle through it and then I will get a job. And there’s my life. I guess I never really realized that I only have about two years left to be a kid. I spent my formative years (some might argue they’re happening now, I’d say I became myself around 14) intensely depressed, and because of this I have almost no ‘classic teen’ memories. And by the time I’m able to slow down and attempt this life that I missed I will be well into my twenties.

How do I come to terms with this? How do I accept that it’s over?