Atonement for my actions at Beacon Theater 10/22/15 show
I have been living in darkness for 10+ years and the guilt is unbearable. Today, I will "clear the fog that was veiled around me". (In reality, I completely forgot about this non-event until the other week and figured I'd make this post in case either of the people involved happens to see it.)
I was at the Beacon Theater Opeth show on October 22nd 2015. Ground floor, stage left, 30ish rows back. They played all of Ghost Reveries and then a healthy smattering of other songs. In the row behind me was a young couple, prospective couple, first date, or something going on. They were young, happy, full of wonder, but - to put it kindly - their conversation was a bit too loud. I tried to ignore it but it was at just the perfect level where it's impossible to not have it bother you.
I let it go for a loooooong time. But the second set came around, Opeth starts playing some older stuff, and then they start playing To Rid the Disease. This is where I dropped the ball. I NEEDED to experience this song but the word bullets from those youthful meatsacks kept piercing my soul. Partway into the song I turned around, tried to keep it tame but the best that came out of my mouth was something like, "I'm not trying to be a dick but could you be quiet?" Immediately, their vibe dropped and I felt like a turd. The dude had a sorry-bro kind of look and the young woman looked like I ripped out her soul. Young love dashed to the ground by a metal snob prick. I couldn't even enjoy the song after that.
I don't totally regret it - I think some form of words was warranted because the conversation was a bit distracting. But the execution of the words was not the best. I'm posting this here now so that, in case either of those loud-mouthed lovers sees it, they might find some solace in knowing that I felt awful about it.
There it is - my atonement. Now I may rest...I'll know if I made it to heaven because the pearly gates will be accompanied by the best Opeth album...Morningrise...not the most overrated album...Ghost Reveries...farewell, my corporal form...